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Comment by Traci Ann on July 2, 2016 at 4:25pm

Julia Bobbitt, Honestly there are times that I just want to give up on living. I still to this dad wish that my dad was here more and more because he was the best person to go to about my faith and religion. Since he has been gone its been really hard on me. My mom and I didn't get close until october of 2013. So a year before she died was the best year me and her had. We would talk everyday on the phone and I know miss them talks. My gram wasn't in good health after my dad passed. Her oldtimers got worse and there were times she didn't even know me. It was heartbreaking of course but I knew it was because of her health. she always remember me as a little a girl. But I try to live by the fact that I am my fathers Daughter and my dad would want me to stay strong and live my life. But like I said there are times that I just wanna give up. Because the hurt is still bad at times. I feel like you will the pain ever go away. But then I am reminded that the pain is what makes it all real and what I had and lost. My family and I hardly talk and when we do we don't talk about the loses we had. This website has helped me to a point. I just wish they were all still here then I wouldn't have to go through this pain alone. Also I just had it comfirmed that I had a miscarriage in may. So that makes 2 now. Its not easy. But I just keep going because I know I wanna see my family again someday.

Comment by julia bobbitt on July 1, 2016 at 7:21pm

I remeember the year  I lost my mom in January then lost my stepdad  in October.It was very hard and I see you had many losses so close to each other.You have a lot of courage and strength to keep going.Its been over 30 years and I still miss them.Now I am mourning the loss of my sister and wondering if  the pain will ever diminish.

 

Comment by Traci Ann on June 23, 2016 at 2:35am

i know first hand it isn't easy. Not am I only dealing with loses but I am now in debt and I am not working and it hasn't been easy. My boyfriend is trying his best to help me but his job isn't the best either and money is so tight. I am losing my mind so much that I don't know if I am coming or going anymore. 

Comment by dream moon JO B on June 22, 2016 at 4:25pm

yep no fealin had multi loss sisn 2012 2 dad dies on3.3.2012.thn muti loss in 2012 thn 2013 2014b201520016 thn my lif gets evn shitty mum gt stat demsaa im so fuket up in my i lifee u cud say

sorry a bot yore losses 2 i am im so mest up coz of it im a weck u cnt pull frm weck u cud say