Adrianne,  I know what you are going through.  I know where you are in your grief.  Nothing I can say will really help, but sometimes it's just good to know that you are not alone.  This past year that I have been on here has only made me aware of how many are suffering.  It doesn't help my personal grief, but it does help to connect with others that truly understand because some of our family, our friends and acquaintances really can't understand unless they have experienced it themselves.

I tried to private message you, but it said we have to be friends.  I sent a friend request.  Don't want to write too much about legal things on the message board.

Praying for some comfort for you.