I am not grieving for one , but rather for three,
And the fog is sometimes so thick it surrounds me!
I never know when that wave will come again, whether I'm with the children or out with friends!
But rest assured it will come, and I won't have a clue which direction it came from!
The fear sometimes overwhelms me when I think of raising the girls on my own, but I'm so grateful for the love and support you have shown!
Time is going so slowly! I want to be a year ahead!
But there are days I'm burdened with sadness I can't even get out of bed!
And so I must live each moment and see it through, and learn to accept the fact we have to live without you!
Although if you give me signs that you are always near, it will lessen my doubt, my uncertainty and my fear!

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Comment by dream moon JO B on February 27, 2016 at 4:14pm

yep no way u feal had multi loss sinse 2012 still hav it u cud say

onle sisns sines sisnes iv had let bl ballons off wish pop or 1 or 2 fethrs on door stp  stepp u cud say or songss on radio u cud say 

im still stuk in fog of losss u cud say or prison grief coz im so mest up coz of loss its my exsixe of ben me im not womn i usd 2 be 

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