I am new at doing this so here goes...

One year! Really!? I can't figure it out. I was both of your caregivers. I will address you one at a time...
MOM
I love you. I am glad I brought you home. I am glad I took care of you. I lied. The sister from hospice told me to. It wasn't ok for to go. No I did not want you to suffer, but I did want you to survive. You were my best friend, you always caught me, and now I am spiralling no one to catch me. Thank you for getting Willie he would have got lost.

WILLIAM
I don't where to start. You know I had to go to take care of my Mom. No matter what you thought I loved you always. And I always will. You missed our 30th anniversary. Our fiftieth birthdays your youngest sons 18th birthday. I miss you. And I am lonely and want you to come home. You knew I would need you. WHY?

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