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2021 feals lk iv gon to hell on loss

2021 lozzin my mom thn lozzin my unlc in mnths aprt iv got no 1 famlyy hav ther oqnn ownn livss 

iv no hubby or bf to suprtt me im not fealin sorry forr my slf juts fealin loww on all loss iv had in lst 10 20 30 yrs iv had

Added by dream moon JO B on October 23, 2021 at 4:48am — 4 Comments

feal so alon

feal so alon sinse lozin mom i no its coz of cov 19 ruls 

feal lk frindss dnt wontt to me nevr agan coz it hapnd wen dad died had peppl cross st not speek 2 me

peppl saed thy wud keep in toch nop dnt seam 2 wontt to no me

but soons thy need me mugns is ther for evry 1…

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Added by dream moon JO B on August 12, 2021 at 1:41pm — No Comments

Numbness setting in again

I was not sure if my mic would work on here

I lost my mum today I did

Now the numbness is setting in again

I think I must have been on autopilot all day no it's starting to sit in and kick in again like I did 9 year ago

Added by dream moon JO B on April 5, 2021 at 3:30pm — 2 Comments

evil of cov19

i do not blog mushh lk i did in 2012 bit but cov19 is devill of satonn 

u cud say pepepl not getin medcal tretment coz of it

i  no pepel its got big c wil not suvse coz temt bean took ways u cud sya

say

frindss it cud hva ops it did npt hav big c cud be savd but will not coz of cov19

i no k  cnt sea a dr coz of cov 19

frinds it neees…

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Added by dream moon JO B on September 9, 2020 at 6:00pm — 2 Comments

ptsd

pstd actin up coz of stuff goin on yes had muhso mush loss in 8 yrs 

losn  nbor ovr yr go new her sinse i wz 8 

a

frind 2 mnth monfth a go

cov 19 givun me bad dreams carzin my ptsd 2 go up

cnt

sea a dr coz thy not sean no 1 coz of cov 19

sorry if im rantin to mush or fealin sorry fr  my slf coz im not 

Added by dream moon JO B on April 10, 2020 at 4:07pm — No Comments

why do god let wong 1s die or sufferrr

i no iv askt stuff on off l hav for 7 yrs on hear on off sineses iv bean hear

why duze

got let gooodd gud pepplee suffr

wen u get bad pepplee it kill or hyrtt hurtt not suffr 1 bit in lifee suffrr 

gud peepplee i no suffr coz of god i ask why]

wen bad pepllee do bad stuff lk kill rapee  molestr  peppllee go free not be punchessd ty do not 

i get mad wen i hear kids died 

peplee it do no harmm 2 no 1 die bad detahtss deathss y thy do

Added by dream moon JO B on April 12, 2019 at 5:32pm — No Comments

still feal it

still feal it

7

yrs

still

feal it

died

3.3.12

but still

feal it

i

am

not#ateson seakinkin

i am not

i…

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Added by dream moon JO B on March 2, 2019 at 6:06pm — No Comments

guilt

now guilt is in me 

fealin bad ovr bad thns lst 5 yrs or so nw moms dem/azl now guilt is beatin me up in sid is coz ovr loss of dad why u i cud not stp it frm hapinin u cud say 

Added by dream moon JO B on August 13, 2017 at 3:37pm — No Comments

cry

if i cry im worid ill cry forevr i will coz of all crap iv goin on

evn loss i hav had

mom bean ill

lif bean shit…

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Added by dream moon JO B on July 15, 2017 at 4:37pm — 1 Comment

is god lol

is god lol coz im not

Added by dream moon JO B on June 2, 2017 at 5:30pm — 1 Comment

i am not me

i am not me coz of loss coz of so mush loss shes gon me shes gon sisne 2012

Added by dream moon JO B on April 5, 2017 at 6:07pm — No Comments

crash

ever sisne iv had so mush loss i feal lk my lifs bean 1 big crash u cdy u cud say so mush loss in 2012 wz bad thn 2013 14 15 16 17 it tims i feal lk im jinx  i do i no its in my hed iv loss nuber of funrels iv bean 2 ovr lst 5 yrs evry 1 difrnt 

sad thng is only tim i sea famly 

Added by dream moon JO B on March 10, 2017 at 3:36pm — 1 Comment

dad

Added by dream moon JO B on February 9, 2017 at 4:27pm — No Comments

stress of loss 2 mush bad shit

im strest i am plsd dnt hav a go or juge me wored abot mom coz of th big goin arnd evry 1 iv gt it shes got bt shes got it shes so frale im wored coz of it iv had so mush loss so mush bad piss or shit goin on plsd dnt be mad it me 

evry 1 i luv bad thnfs hapen 2htm sisne lozin my dad iv seam 2 loss pepelor thy get sic evry days thy do its lk im  a jinx i am i am a  jinx i no i am 

dad  dieds getin betr frm a strioke he wz i thrt grt im getin my dad vac agan i am wong he wz…

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Added by dream moon JO B on February 2, 2017 at 5:53pm — 2 Comments

dont

http://vimeo.com/15143745 its song i luv coz it remd me of pele iv loss why shud i

Added by dream moon JO B on January 27, 2017 at 5:12pm — No Comments

tv loss

bean a bad 1 for tv loss so mush famos pepel pass in 2016 so sad

Added by dream moon JO B on December 26, 2016 at 5:20am — No Comments

lucy

2 my cat lucy sorry i did not go 2 vets day u pass i cud not do it i cud not it wz do hrd 2 do go in coz i luv u so mush i do 

i miss smell of yore furr

yore sond off yore purrr

sodn of uore merar i cud say

u gvin me cat kissis liks u cud say 

u stol my hert u cud say day u died u brik my ehrt u did 

wish u wear stil hear 

wish u wear stil hear 2sea yore new adopt cats 2 2 be a big sirt well adopt big sisr sistr 2 thes 2  i miss u so mush  i…

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Added by dream moon JO B on December 15, 2016 at 6:16pm — 5 Comments

paws

Added by dream moon JO B on December 8, 2016 at 4:18pm — 1 Comment

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Added by dream moon JO B on November 30, 2016 at 5:05pm — No Comments

pet loss

pet loss is still loss im in bits i am coz of my cat…

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Added by dream moon JO B on November 24, 2016 at 4:47pm — No Comments

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