Recently in August I lost my boyfriend of 3years.Although this is not the first loss I've delt with its the first one I'm dealing with sober. I losses my mother,brother,nephew & baby's father. But all that grief I got through or buried with alcohol. My boyfriend that passed away actually helped me with leaving alcohol alone. He did do much for me internally I would tell him you changed me in ways that I will forever be grateful for. The day he was murdered on. aAug 6 2017,I spoken to him earlier that day. We were planning for me to go see him in Sept. He had sent me out to nc to get a job and place. We weren't use to us not being together. From the day we met, you see him, you see me. Anyway he was looking forward to that because the last few weeks were kind of stressing him. He had went to a family function at a park. When a man rode up and started arguing with his girl. My dude being him told the man to go argue with his girlfriend somewhere else. There's kids here and it was a family function. They get into a heated argument and dude pulls a gun on my boyfriend and shoots him. My boyfriend died at the hospital. Its so hard for me to deal with because I loved my boyfriend so much. He was my bestfriend. The way he was taking from me is so unfair. My heart is in pieces as I cry while writing this. I always speak to his family cause we were close. But I really want to talk,see or hear my mans voice. I just don't want to believe that I lost another person that I love deeply.
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