"i miss mom so mush i do"
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- About Me:
- I am a Wife, Mother, Sister & Daughter. I live in deep south Texas. I come from a small family. I'm a lover of all animals, and have ranch and competitively show horses, dogs and cats.
My whole life I was a Mama's Baby, I love my Mom with all I am. I always considered myself to be the luckiest person alive to have such an amazing person for my Mom. She was my best friend, my favorite person, and for most of my life the only person I cared for. We never once disagreed, it was always her & me, not many people in our lives could be apart of our world. My Dad & Sister were always outsiders in our family, my Mom and I were 2 halves of the same coin.
My beautiful daughter & incredible husband somehow became a part of our world.
I lived my life charmed, I was completely happy with my life. I always felt the blessings of my life, I truthfully didn't understand sorrow, sadness, discontent or anger. I most of all I didn't understand how come people that were envious, jealous and were never just happy for the many blessings in their lives!!!
- About my Loss:
- I lost my Mom in Aug of 2013. Which was extremely hard on me, I was the person my Mom listed to carry out her "Prime Directive!" That was terrible in and of itself, but that was the worst thing that happened to me unfortunately 6 wks later I'm back in the Hospital burden with the safe "call" only this time it was my husband's life.
Here is a list of my 2013, please keep in mind this was all in less then 9 months. Before this year I had never really had anything terrible happen in my life!!!
My daughter, Dad & I were in a wreck, a teen texting and driving T-Boned us, he was doing over 80mph. He hit 1 foot in front of the drivers seat where I was, that was the only reason I lived.Both my daughter & I got pneumonia due to bruising on our lungs from the crash, and where in bed for 6 weeks. Because of this we had to postpone my Mom's surgery, she had been ill for years. Then when I got well enough to take care of her, her stats went a rye, so the surgery was postponed again to get her stable. We lost her before she stabilized. She signed me as her "Executive of her DNR" order. So I was the one to make the worst choice any person should make, I gave the order to stop.Then my husband Todd got a critical infection of MRSA, he nearly died, and of course I'm also the "Executive for his DNR" also. This happens 5 weeks after loosing my Mom. Todd had 3 major surgeries, 1st to try and save his life, 2nd to try to save his arm, & the 3rd to save his hand. We were very lucky because he's so healthy, he didn't even loose a finger.Then the floods hit, and broke a ground line, which charged the whole storage building, which I got electrocuted and electricity exited out of my head, which cause some swelling in my brain.
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