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- About Me:
- I'm Ericha! I'm 21 and right now I try to see the positive in everything. Need to get my life back in track and be happy again!
- About my Loss:
- Just this Christmas I went home (to Cody) to visit my family. My boyfriend of for years decided to come home with me this Christmas! We went to visit my mom and she wouldn't answer the phone or the door and I was so mad at her for not wanting to see me that i yelled at her through the door. But i kept Going back to see if she would answer. Two days later it was time to come back home. I was in Casper when the the detectives called me and told me that my mother hung herself the morning I went to see her. All that time I was mad and yelling at her and there she was all alone in there like that, so naturally i felt bad and blamed myself for what SHE had done, if i had gone there sooner or if i had called sooner... i was mad and confused and fucking pissed off. The detective stated that she had to know what she was doing, I asked why and he replied " all she needed to do was stand up". well that hit me hard and made me realize i couldn't have done anything. She has been depressed for quite sometime and had asked the doctors to change her meds. When they didn't she just stopped taking them so at least the was clear minded right?? I'm just so mad that she would do this and just take the easy way out and leave me and my sisters with all these questions and no one to answer them.
- Are You a Service Provider? If Yes, please tell us about your service.
- I take care of three mentally retarded adults in a group home. cook, clean, laundry, and what ever they need. i am also a skills trainer and work with pre school-4th grade, we have groups and individual services. I love my jobs!!!
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