"well my funeral leave is over, and getting ready to go back to work tonight..I really havent grieved yet, but now adding work back into the mix, i'm feeling it now..How mom would give me an 8pm wakeup call every night and knowing tonight at…"
I haven't rally slept much at all the past three days. emotions flowing fast and strong, all I can do is think about Lacy and how much I miss her. I dread the next month as her birthday is coming up another special day that I will not have with her. I have cried and sobbed everyday, I goto see Lacy and talk to her and long to hear her voice to her those words again I Love you. It seems like a eternity sense I heard those words. I couldn't see my niece today I hurt so bad I stood looking a her…See More
"You are so lucky that you have a voice recording. It is the one thing I do not have. Last night I went into a panic about not having his voice recorded anywhere and am so worried I will forget the sound of his voice..."
Dont worry. No-one judges here. It is your safe place where you can vent and scream among the many who are going through the same. Sometimes I also worry that I must come across as offering nothing but "I…"
"I don't know how to express this so that it is meaningful and respectful but after reading several posts I want to say I am jealous of what you all have lost. and I'm suggesting that you try to avoid taking for granted that…"
"Thank you for the comment, Lacy was a wonderful person. She was the best part of my life. Abby is a beautiful, caring sweet loving little girl, she has grown so much she told me that " We havre to live for Aunt Lacy so that she stays alive in…"
I just read your blog and I feel the same way. I lost my sister and I actually kept her voicemail recording saved on my phone. I just listened to it a few days ago and I cried and cried some more. She sounded so alive, and at that moment…"
"hi heather, im kim, I lost my only child almost 9 months ago, my son shawn. I know your pain and im so sorry for your loss. the people in here are great. they to are in pain and understand what we are going through. I cry all the time, I beg my son…"
"Hi Gale, I feel that roller coaster of grief too. It's been 7 months since I lost my sister to cancer. I can go two weeks without crying or being sad, then the third week I can't sleep, I constantly cry and just can't keep it…"
"Thanks Anthony for the touching story about your day with Abby. I have two nephews, one that is 4 and the other one is 6 and they always say the sweetest things to try and mend your heart and to make you happy when you're sad.…"