"Dianne- The crying and yelling his name is something I do. Where I walk the dogs is remote and isolated. So when I get to my the viewpoint- I cry and yell his name at the mountains and the sea. I ask him where has he gone and why won't he come…"
"Sandy, even as upset with God as I am, I too believe He is the source of hope through this. I wouldn't still be alive if not for my shaky faith. I know it's a contradiction, to feel betrayed and hurt by Him while at the same…"
"I guess I'm much different. Since losing Mark, my faith has become stronger. I have always believed in God. I was raised in a Pentecostal Holiness church. God has always been very real to me. Without him, I would have no hope of ever seeing…"
"I went to a meeting at my dads nursing home tonight and my husband should have been there with me. I cried and screamed all the way home. I am trying to be there for my dad but my heart is so broken I can barely function at times.
And I am mad at…"
"Donna, I often feel betrayed by God. All I can think sometimes is why have you taken everyone who mattered in my life, my mother, father, and now Diane. It seems so meaningless and downright cruel. I have been in awe of his seeming…"
"For me, saying goodbye didn't really help. My husband was being kept "comfortable" on a morphine drip. He was heavily sedated. I told him not to linger for me, that I was a survivor and I would survive…"
"Donna I list my faith also how could an all loving God let this happen mary was a good woman never was bad to anyone me I could be an ass at time I'm sure not getting it but she was the one who bebeleved"
"George, I pray everyday that it's true. Diane had gone to confession for the first time in twenty years just a week before she died. She had returned to the Church, was doing meditation, and studying the Bible. I was…"
"Thank you for your response...even though it was hard to read. We are going along acting as normal as usual although I "feel" like I don't have enough time. We met late in life so I've only been with him for 12 years. It's…"
"Mary was a true believer she told her daughter that she was right with Christ and she could go anytime myself I'm still searching for answers but I hope then when she closed her eyes for the last time that it was all she expected"
"Tildyc, you heretic! (just kidding) I don't make many jokes lately. I think you are actually quite right. All the ideas of an afterlife are possibilities to me because whatever it is must be almost incomprehensible. Just…"
"George, John T and m morgan- Thank you for sharing your opinions/thoughts on the afterlife and where you feel our loved ones may have gone. I was raised by my parents and my mom is very religious. She is a sweet and loving woman my mother and a…"
"The days that mark special occasions are very hard. They bring to the forefront all those memories of past times that we found joy. Now we have none. Just existing. I am now going on 27 months and I can honestly tell you that…"