"i hate it when people try to tell me how my husband would feel or what he would want for me. NO ONE in the universe kniws him better than i do, and no one in the universe knows me better than he does, so everyone else needs to keep their mouths shut…"
"Tidlyc i am always thinking of those unhappy couples also why take someone happy, or the drug addicts down the road that are the same age as mike , whydo they still manage to survive and mike died. everyone keeps saying mike would just want you…"
It's my birthday today but I don't want it to be .My Mom has been without me by her side since May the 9th ,2015.I am so broken inside. People around me have know idea how close I have come to being in her arms again.The thought enters my mind at least a few times a day.I miss her so much ,I want to hug her ,to talk to her, be with her .Oh dear God it's so hard getting through a day.Now today has come and I know what my mom would say oh my baby girl is how old ~ say it is not so.mom I love you…See More
"Oh Nicole- those words are the exact words I use over and over and over. "I just want you to come home.......please come home." I say it countless times every single day. It is usually when I'm crying. I am so sorry- this is so bad.…"
"My mood swings are so erratic and uncontrollable; there are times that I feel like I can actually contemplate a "new" life, and then the time comes when my longing for my husband is so intense, so overpowering, so agonizing that I fall…"
"Oh Megan, Happy Birthday to your Mom...What you are planning today sounds so beautiful. I am sorry that people are being so unsupportive:( you deserve to feel tenderness around your grief. I spend a lot of time alone because I want to heal and honor…"
"I'm sorry for your loss.. I lost my father 7 months ago and everyone always tells me how they understand how I feel and I don't think they do.. It PHYSICALLY hurts my heart when I think about him and miss him. I don't think I can…"
"missing mike like crazy tonight, not looking forward to bed, even pulling out the dinner plates for tea hurts, wish we had had the chance to do the things we had planned on doing, so much unfinished business, i just want to sit down and cry. why…"
"Sending love to you both, charity wolf and Nancy. It really is so much more difficult when people don't understand. Yesterday one of my good friends made a comment that the "hard grieving" should be over, that I should be past the…"