I feel I have come to the end of the line in grieving for my Husband who died of cancer almost 4 years ago, he was my only true love and friend, we didn't have children because we were married later in life. I have been to shrinks which have tried every drug under the sun. None work, each year it gets worse not better. I just can't go on with the pain of missing him. I am 68 years old and their is no future for me plus I don't want one without him. I am trying to find the correction drugs to…See More
I am so sorry for your loss. Sadly there is really nothing I can say or do to take your pain away. I REALLY wish there was.
I have found a way forward however. It's summed up with the word HOPE! I am not talking about…"
"I appreciate your words...both of you and am so sorry for ur losses..
Wish we all related a bit less... my loss involves 2 family members and my sister being the most recent... with a 6 week suddenness to it...I was in a work meeting 2 days ago and…"
I think of you often and have been wondering how you've been doing since you stopped coming on this site for a long time. Today must have been an especially tough day given that it's Mark's birthday. I know how…"
"I've not been on here for a long time. But what's a long time really? Since my Mark's death, time has slowed to never ending....
My last breath cannot come soon enough. Since Feb 4th, 2015- I've not felt true happiness nor has a…"
"Hi Rosemarie, I know you feel very alone, empty, lostand in pain. Honestly you are not alone completely. I and other members have read your post and have or are going through their own loss or losses. I read posts and feel so helpless. I want to…"
"Hello, Eliza. I'm very sorry that your husband has died and I mean that. This website is worth reading because of the seriousness of our true feelings and emotions. I spent 6 months reading the whole archive of posts before I felt I could even…"
I never thought that I would be a widow in my forties. My friends can't relate and feel the need to comment on everything, even if they have no experience with grief. I know they mean well but only we know what we are going though.See More
I feel as if i am alone.i know i am not i am a wear of it but i miss my parents i lost them is a short period of time and i am struggling to stay calm and sane at first whebt they died i was strong and hid my feelings...leading to cryin alone in the hideing in my room so no one could see or hear me avoiding human contact when the days got too hard but now i cant hode anymore im seeing things that remond me of them eavry were i go and with the holidays near this will b the fisrt without them am…See More
"Oh my gosh.
I found a frog, too.
No wonder he loved that little girl. I feel love for her just reading your words.
It's ugly, bad, gruesome hard. They love us, so, they come back if they can.
I used NewtonInstitute regression and…"
"Like you other ladies, I look for "things". The hair on John's comb. Pressing the clothes he wore that last day, to my face. His scent is gone. Using his electric toothbrush. Sometimes sleeping in his P.…"