"As always Bluebird- I am in complete agreement with you. Life is such a collassal burden now.
I am not as active on here as I once was- I suppose my reason is that nothing has and never will change for me. He will never come back. I am alone in…"
"I still hope that my husband's death will kill me, even if only indirectly. His death has made me not take care of myself (I eat poorly and first lost weight, then gained a lot of weight, I don't exercise at all, I don't sleep…"
"2 weeks until 36 months and from what I have discovered so far is first off, the experience alone will not kill you, it is a dreaded, only and horrible experience no doubt but some who exclaim "how can i live', well you just do. One…"
"Hi all, i havent been on site for a fair while too busy working ridiculous hours and trying to get myself together, sadly i notice we have new members and as much as i would like to say welcome, i am so sorry that your life has taken a turn that has…"
I appreciate your words. Thank you. I know people are trying to be kind but this is different than any experience/grief I have ever known. I have been working like a dog keeping the yard the way he liked it and it gives me…"
"I'm so sorry for your loss Joanne and I don't blame you a bit for feeling that way. You might feel differently on your next birthday but if you don't , it's ok. My Mom always made my birthday cake and she's not here to do…"
"Dear O.L. Cato,
Your words resonate with me. While it's been five months for you, I am on my 22 months, on 4th August it will be two years since the love of my life left this world. You ask: How is it possible to miss someone this much and…"
"Brenda, thank you for your kind words. I do have a few close friends who let me talk when I need to. One theory I have is that it helps because it feels like someone else is helping to carry the load. It's such a heavy load to…"
"Feeling very isolated and lonely today. I made the mistake of looking at Facebook without being mentally prepared. Everyone is making family plans for Memorial Day. I just don't know how to get through the rest of my life.…"
Todays my birthday, im 43 and alive , last month was Andys birthday , 43 also, except he's dead, and never got to celebrate his birthday, and although I'm alive, I refuse to celebrate mine, I mean, what the hells to celebrate, I told my family many weeks ago, not to get me a card, or even mention it, to their credit they respected my wishes, but a friend of mine I don't see to often called to see me earlier, she brought me a cake, and I know I should be grateful and I also know she ment well,…See More
"Tomorrow will be five months since my husband died. I believe in "Better Living Through Chemistry". Thanks to Zoloft I'm not crying all day. I'm functioning better. I sit in his leather chair and smell his…"