Candy
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About my Loss:
My best friend, the one that loved me unconditionally, cared for me, and stayed here with me as long as she could passed away Aug. 23 at 1:34 AM in the Hospice House. My heart and soul stopped at the same time and the grief moved in. I am enraged by people's comments about it was her time or she was xx old. It doesn't matter. Never has, never will. I feel betrayed, hurt, angry, frustrated, lonely, tired, and like there has been no tomorrow since Aug. 23rd. Life passes me by but I don't see or feel it. Grief overcomes me night and day. I know she is home and was welcomed with open arms but mine are left empty. My eyes are clouded over in mourning. My brain fogged with memories and questions. Inside somewhere I scream, this isn't happening. But it is, it did and I can't seem to let her go. People tell me not to dwell on the negative. I don't. I relive the good times and the memories and that is why I continue to grieve. I grieve because I will have no new memories or hugs or phone calls or drives, shopping trips or shared wine. My heart hurts.

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