Ashley Gatehouse
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Ashley Gatehouse is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jul 13

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About Me:
i am a mother of 2 handsome little boys ages 12 and 5 who keep me going.i love to be with friends watch tv and try to be a good person
About my Loss:
i lossed my grandmotehr is this past january on my brothers birthday to be exact.she was like a mother to me when my mother wasnt.she cared and thaught the world over my boys..i spent months in the hospital with her she had good days and bad days i faught to get her answers to her illness that i never did explain really how do u tell someone the dying seriously though.i was there the morning she died tahnkfully but i can not get it out of my head and i miss her so much i feel like there is an emptyness that i can not ignore.i talk to her wishing she could give me a sign she is ok..she has other family but it was just me by her side at all times though her illness she had liver failure. even though i knew what was going on i never did try to tell her what was going on with her which i wish i did.seems like everyone else moved on but i can not theres time i watch tv and i cry if i see anything resembleing what i went though.i can still see her face when she passed and i imagine what she felt i told her it was ok to go but i didnt mean it.i did see a counserlor but to be honest that was useless...i went to her funeral did not cry.the only time i cried was in the hospital room when she passed.i felt numb after that and which i still do now.i wonders what is wrong with me.everyone else has moved on her son got engaged and all and me will im pretending to everyone that im the same person but really this expeirence has changed me and i dont know if i will ever be the same anymore.

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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hello Friends, I know it is going to be rough for all of us dealing again with the Holidays. Like Morgan I am tired of wearing my happy face, people think everything is okay and I have moved on. No, I have not moved on, everyday is pure Hell inside…"
5 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"know that one day we shall meet again.These lines motivate me to live. Thanks Theressa. Just install Skype app in your mobile if you use smart phone and then add me as a contact. Rest is very simple. "
6 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi I think you are doing great, better than I was at the point you are at, but you have a new child that helps you put your attention on.  You seem to be very kind, I don't know how to skype if I did I would lol Brett, yes I am going…"
6 hours ago
Monty commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"i'm so truly sorry for your continuing pain. and not because i don't feel the loss and pain as we all do in our own way. i think the main reason i am continuing to keep on going is need to for my children. having two dependant children…"
8 hours ago
Virginia G and Avi are now friends
8 hours ago
Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Monty, Linda, and morgan, I don't have much more to add beyond saying that after four years and three months it doesn't get all that much easier. The day to day practical things get easier over time, but the heavy heart, the constant,…"
9 hours ago
Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Monty, Linda, and morgan, I don't have much more to add beyond saying that after four years and three months it doesn't get all that much easier. The day to day practical things get easier over time, but the heavy heart, the constant,…"
9 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Yes Brett rightly said, people around us will not understand the grief or guilt.  Virginia, this was unfortunate but a bit hilarious as well. I can understand how hard that lady would have tried to convince you but all futile. "
10 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Virginia, every one of us is that person. All my life I was the funny kid in school and at work. I've heard it my whole life, "You don't have to entertain me." What a honking load of crap that was. When the jokes dried up, the…"
10 hours ago
Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"  Today I texted a lady from bereavement group and asked what she was doing.  I was going to ask if she wanted to get something to eat.  She mistakenly sent me a text that was intended for her boyfriend.  She told him that she…"
11 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Brett, if you are available on skype please send me request at avitiwari26@gmail.com.  Lets have a call someday. "
11 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Good to hear from you Avi. I think about all of you and hope you are doing well. I worry about my sister Theresa. I have a feeling that I know what you are going through. I think I am going through the same thing. Bluebell, I hope you are well,…"
11 hours ago
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I'm not able to pinpoint what is happening from one moment to the next but I am watching myself become more viscerally emotional again.  I am missing him.  It is becoming another extended seasonal rocky road of remembering what I had…"
11 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi All,  I hope you are fighting well with your grief. Last week it was Diwali festival in India so was stuck up in family events etc. All were enjoying and I was just doing what was expected from me."
12 hours ago
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"The pain last as long as your love for them last."
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12 hours ago
Monty commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"hi linda. thanks for reply i'm ordering 4 NURF guns and after xmass lunch we are going to chase each other around the house and shoot the kids (more like miss the kids and over exaggerate being hit by the kids). that and a few beers seemed to…"
13 hours ago
Monty and M Adams are now friends
19 hours ago
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Monty, It is very hard to try to find happiness during the Holidays as they will never be the same. The Community Hospice has a workshop called "Hope for the Holidays." I go every year and they give you ideas on how to make your…"
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Monty replied to Kyle McKay's discussion Lost my wife in the group Lost My Spouse...
"thanks ill check it out I've been accessing support though  https://www.grief.org.au"
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