Ashley Gatehouse
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Ashley Gatehouse is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jul 13

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About Me:
i am a mother of 2 handsome little boys ages 12 and 5 who keep me going.i love to be with friends watch tv and try to be a good person
About my Loss:
i lossed my grandmotehr is this past january on my brothers birthday to be exact.she was like a mother to me when my mother wasnt.she cared and thaught the world over my boys..i spent months in the hospital with her she had good days and bad days i faught to get her answers to her illness that i never did explain really how do u tell someone the dying seriously though.i was there the morning she died tahnkfully but i can not get it out of my head and i miss her so much i feel like there is an emptyness that i can not ignore.i talk to her wishing she could give me a sign she is ok..she has other family but it was just me by her side at all times though her illness she had liver failure. even though i knew what was going on i never did try to tell her what was going on with her which i wish i did.seems like everyone else moved on but i can not theres time i watch tv and i cry if i see anything resembleing what i went though.i can still see her face when she passed and i imagine what she felt i told her it was ok to go but i didnt mean it.i did see a counserlor but to be honest that was useless...i went to her funeral did not cry.the only time i cried was in the hospital room when she passed.i felt numb after that and which i still do now.i wonders what is wrong with me.everyone else has moved on her son got engaged and all and me will im pretending to everyone that im the same person but really this expeirence has changed me and i dont know if i will ever be the same anymore.

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Grieving Teens

This group is for anyone who lost their parents at a young age. I lost my dad to cancer a week before the start of my senior year. It's been difficult. Quite frankly it sucks. Lets join together and get through this crappy time.
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I love my Dad.

For everyone that has lost their Dad.
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"Hey There People, most of the comments look kinda old here... Are they?"
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Lia, losing your mom is hard enough. When you also lived with her that takes it to a whole different level because you didn't experience the natural separation that other adults do. That's sure what happened to me. I lived with my mom and…"
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Lia Lynch commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Thank you everyone. My mom had refused to see doctors for seven years; she feel ill, finally went, was diagnosed with Stage IV metastasized cancer in her throat, lung, and liver, went directly to hospice, and died less than 4 weeks from the initial…"
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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi Lia,  So sorry for your loss.  Similar to others, I can understand your pain. I wish comfort to you but I know it is not easy. Please take your time.  All people, I was travelling so could not post for long. This is to tell that I…"
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Geri commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Hi Everyone, This Friday 21st September will be our 27th wedding anniversary. It is my first without my husband and I've noticed my anxiety peaking and I'm back to waking every hour. Has anyone got any advice of how to cope with all the…"
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Ofir Rifo replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Thank you Layla Richards. I was very religious before my husband died, Then after his death I started searching why we have to go thru such pains and was looking into everything. Then after reading the Bible, the Torah, the Koran and more religious…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Hi Pamela, So sorry about the lost of your Husband, it has been 5 years and to be truthful things are not any better. We were very close, he was my rock, now I am nothing."
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Suzy Tatz commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I am new to this. I lost my dad June 7 2018 to lung cancer and my fiancé on Aug. 6. 2018 to colon cancer. I was caretaker to both and now I can’t stand being in my own skin. I have the panic feelings when I am alone. So I have been self…"
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Losing Someone to Cancer

This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
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Layla Richards replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"That is some great advice Ofir Rifo. Also, bluebird, something that helped me a lot was reading through the thousands of stories contributed by individuals who had a near-death experience or received an after death communication from a passed loved…"
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Ofir Rifo replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"ANA BECOAH BY ovadia chamama. Miracle prayer even for those who do not believe in anything. It will act as a password and will open the universe who will answer your petition. Please bluebird just try the same way a tried and it worked. Remember you…"
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Lia I am so sorry for your loss. Bluebell"
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