"Hi Dream Moon,
I hate the big C also."
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Katherine Ellis
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- Janesville, WI
- United States
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Angel Date
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Started this discussion. Last reply by healing07 Jul 3, 2009.
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"i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
bigc
i hateeeeeeeeeeeeee lozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz coz of big c
im 44 sean somushh siffin sorry if im rantin justt i need 2 let go coz of big c lpluss othr illness 2 i do "
"i do not luv bigc
now iv fw mro frinds its got termil big c sum few yrs oldr thnme just undr 50
few peppel weari livs gotbig c'
wish i cud shoot big c lk dem/ALZ in to md of nowear sp no 1 cud get it'"
Chanzy joined Katherine Ellis's group
Losing Someone to Cancer
This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
"Hi M Adams,
Thank you for your kindness. Each year on his birthday I plant a tree or bush in his memory. Yesterday I bought this plague for my garden."
M Adams commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer"Linda, hope your day is uplifted by beautiful memories of celebrations you shared with Julian. Do you have any special ritual or observance for his birthday? Acknowledging such days is challenging for me, yet I do want to honour them.…"
"Today is Julian's birthday. I miss him so much
Thanks for your post Morgan. You put into words what I have a hard time expressing."
morgan commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer"Michael,
Wish I had an answer to: "just how are we Widows and Widowers supposed to pick up the pieces. ? I am battling my emotions every day, the mood swings are awful.."
I am not sure if I am really picking up the pieces.…"
"JO,
I read this each morning but it does not help. I just struggle through each day."
M Adams commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer"Michael, just wondered if you would ever be interested in something like a book club? A friend of mine who is a widow joined one recently and getting together with people to talk about what they’ve all read seems to be helping her, not…"
"yep
linda
senetty of prey
i get
or a versee i herd it a funrell im in nxt room waitin for u
or god willget room reddy fro u
to day had bit of wobllcry to day but neededd to cry "
"Michael,
After 7 years I still remain lost and I know I will be until my Husband and I are together once again. As in the Serenity Prayer, God can not grant me serenity to accept things I cannot change. I just try to live each day."
" I am at my wits end with loneliness. Losing my wife in 2014 has taken away a certain confidence, and this happens to those left behind. Being married is much more than a ring, it is a friend, and companion, someone who knows you better…"
Sharon Jane Sikich joined Katherine Ellis's groupLosing Someone to Cancer
This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
"thnx linda
its all thes in my hed
obesetyy is 1 of bigesttt 1s
yes i obesess
2 my diett is rubsishhh
big c runss in famlyy lookss lk bth sidess "
"Here in England, im deeply saddened to learn of Doris Day's death aged 97 I believe ?
My late wife and I loved her as a singer and actress.
She was the soul of human decency, with a beautiful voice that radiated goodness.
RIP Doris Day.."
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- About Me:
- My soul mate is Roger and we've been married for 36 years. We have 3 beautiful children and 2 grand-daughters. Even though I am in my 50's I am retired. I love making greeting and note cards and sell some of them.
- About my Loss:
- We lost our oldest daughter Irene on Father's Day weekend when we were white water rafting, she drown. Come share her page at: virtual_memorial.com write in her married name Irene Griffin. Please sign the guess book.
- Are You a Service Provider? If Yes, please tell us about your service.
- I have 2 stores on the Internet. "ESTY" and "SHOP HANDMADE". I make handmade greeting cards. My business name is 'katherines kards."
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OUR ADOPTED SON IS DEAD TODAY
WE HAVE HAD A CRISIS HERE. JAMES' FRIEND AND OUR ADOPTED SON CHRIS WERE DRINKING IN THE GARAGE. THEY HAD BEEN DRINKING FOR A LONG TIME TODAY. WHEN I LEFT AROUND 1:30 TO GET MY HAIR DONE CHRIS ASKED ME TO BUY HIM A PACK OF CIGARETTES AND I SAID YES. WHEN I GOT HOME AROUND 4:30 JAMES WAS PAST OUT ON THE COUCH AND CHRIS HAS FALLEN ONTO THE FLOOR. I DIDN'T THINK MUCH ABOUT IT. ROGER CAME HOME A FEW MINUTES AFTER I DID AND TRIED TO GET CHRIS ONTO THE COUCH. CHRIS WAS DEAD. WE TRIED TO DO CPR ON HIM… Continue
Posted on July 24, 2009 at 8:29pm — 1 Comment
Another worry
Worried tonight. Husband went to specialist and news isn’t great. Doctor thinks he has a fatty liver. They are doing tons of blood work to find out why but doctor mentioned several reasons and none of them good. He is also scheduled for a liver biopsy to see how far the disease has progressed. Will I end up losing him like we did our daughter? Did the cancer come back? God how scared I am.
Posted on July 16, 2009 at 2:17am — 1 Comment
Angel Date
Nine years ago the clock stopped. The sun quit shining. The world stopped turning. How could it be nine years ago when it seems like yesterday? I can still see her lying on the ground, people so many people working on her. Then nothing. They said she was gone. Gone where I thought. I held her in my arms, screaming “my baby, my baby” over and over in my mind, in the air. God how could you take her? She wasn’t done. She had so much more work to do here. I need her. We need her. Am I having a… Continue
Posted on June 8, 2009 at 1:42am
Irene's Birthday
Will there be Birthday cake and presents in heaven? Will all the angels sing Irene happy birthday? On the day she was born it was sunny, clear and warm. The first time I held her I thought my heart would break from joy. This tiny bundle, so fragile was mine. Thank you God.
As the years pasted she grew into this amazing intelligent, beautiful woman, who could make me laugh when no one else could. Her blue eyes and long blond hair lit up a room as she entered. We became more than Mother and… Continue
As the years pasted she grew into this amazing intelligent, beautiful woman, who could make me laugh when no one else could. Her blue eyes and long blond hair lit up a room as she entered. We became more than Mother and… Continue
Posted on May 18, 2009 at 5:58am — 2 Comments
One Week From Today - May 11th
The sun will be coming up soon. As yet I've not gone to bed. What is the use when I can't sleep. The last time I went to the doctor he gave me something to help with that, but so far it hasn't done a thing. So most nights find me in front of my computer, a lot of times just staring into space.
One week from today and it will be Irene's 35th birthday. I wonder what she would look like. Would the tiny lines around her eyes be starting to show? Would she still have that long, long hair or… Continue
One week from today and it will be Irene's 35th birthday. I wonder what she would look like. Would the tiny lines around her eyes be starting to show? Would she still have that long, long hair or… Continue
Posted on May 12, 2009 at 5:34am — 2 Comments
Comment Wall (19 comments)
- At 12:46am on October 27, 2012,
Esther Ferrari said… Dear Katherine, thank you so much that I may post here. I do not notice any recent posts from you? xxx
- At 6:00am on July 19, 2011,
Anne Delina Johnson said…
- How do I join your group for losing someone to cancer?
Thanks ,
Anne
- At 7:23pm on July 8, 2011,
Julie Dolsey-Weiss said…
Katherine,
I doubt you will remeber me I am Julie of Madison, Wi we talked/emailed a few times. I lost my dad in 05 and mom in 09? I have a Mn Schnauzer named, Jordie and am divorced but still close to me ex.
How are you doing? My computer died and i lost all this information but i am back! It is a very challenging time for me, it will be 2 years since my mom died on august 17 and I am hurting alot nobody to really share my feelings with.
- At 10:06pm on September 29, 2009, Dee Dee said…
- Thank you, feeling like you are not alone does help. I wish there was a way we could make it all not be real but I know that isn't possible. We have to go on until it's our time to leave this world. I want to be happy again I wonder if I ever will be
- At 11:17pm on September 22, 2009, Dee Dee said…
- I also needed an antidepressant when my son died. I couldn't get out of bed. I was sleeping all the time. Not really sleeping just laying there and crying. I have tried two different antidepessants and I am now on wellbutrin. It seems to help. At least I don't sleep all day anymore. I am getting out of the house and talking to people. My son died January 16,09. It still doesn't seem real to me.
- At 1:54pm on July 27, 2009,
Jarvis said…
- Are you ok? I'm worried about you.
- At 2:32pm on July 24, 2009, Golnaz said…
- Thanks for your message Katherine. It really helps.....
- At 11:49pm on June 30, 2009,
Jonnie Russell said…
- Thank you so much for the much needed hugs, wishes and prayers. I know those feelings don't go away, they just surface long enough to bring us a smile or a tear. My heart goes out to you and your family for your loss. I too lost my brother in law a year ago and we were very close. I just keep remembering how lucky my Sister and our family was to have ever known him and his kindness at all, he was a gift to all that knew him. Many hugs right back to you...
- At 11:39am on June 29, 2009,
Gina Stroup said…
- thanks for the kind words:)
- At 11:18am on June 28, 2009,
- Katherine,
Is there a picture you would like to use for the group "losing someone to cancer"?
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"Hi Joe,
I understand what you mean.
There will never be anymore of what we did together,
IT IS FINISHED."
Joe Kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse..."Strike those vacations below, they'll never be another one. Went on a memorial cruise with my daughter and family four months after she passed because she was so looking forward to it. It hurt enough to know they'll be no more."
Joe Kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse..."Yes Elynn, the loneliness. That's painful. They're not here and always was. Our best friend, lover, and most precious thing we had. We were lucky enough to spend the last 8 1/2 years together, joined at the…"
Elynn m commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse..."I've had a rough few weeks. August 31st would have been our 45th wedding anniversary. September 27 was year 4 of my husband's passing. It's pretty lonely around here. Its difficult to talk…"
Joe Kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse..."Every day for me is the same day she passed. Not a joyful or even an ok moment. I spend a little time with the children and grands and do my best to hide my emotions, but they all know how I am inside, even the youngest grand at age 4…"
"Morgan,
I feel the same as you. My sweet dog Babie J is nearing the Rainbow Bridge. I wanted stay on this earth for her. Once she passes I will do nothing to save my own soul.
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Avi, I don't know if we can rethink our emotions that way. Our emotions are what they are, although reason can help us form our emotions and hopefully change them for the better. I don't know if my mom can hear me or not. I certainly…"
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"How are you all doing?
I had bad last 2 days. Felt lot of guilt and cried. There were some moments which made me remember my mother.
Also I hear comforting words by a lady that people who have gone from this world can still feel your…"
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse..."I wonder how i am managing. Not well and to be onest today I wanted to just set a date with death. I am approaching seven years of being without him and though I function towards the outside world better and my crying has lessened but at the…"
"What a horrible price to pay for love. "
Jodi Karron joined donna henderson's group
for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
if you have lost someone by suicide post your thoughts here.
Loss of a loved one to alcohol, substance abuse or suicide
If you have lost a loved one to alcohol, substance abuse or suicide please share your story or feelings here. Share the love and beauty of the one you lost. Losing someone any of these ways is not natural and can be hard to understand and ask why? I lost my Mother to an overdose 9 years ago. She also suffered from major depression. Her doctor got her hooked on pain medication and she was addicted most of my life. These doctors who were suppose to help her ended up killing her in the end. I also…See More
"I am very sorry to hear about your Mom passing. I lost my Mother to an overdose 9 years ago and just my identical twin sister last month to an overdose. My mother and I were not as close as I would have liked. The disease kept her depressed and…"
Kim Darichuk posted a status"Lost my mom may 1st I'm 34 years old having an extremely hard time we were so so close this was so sudden and I am so lost.. I carry on"
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