You know its so hard to imagine going through this alone. Finding groups like this are so very helpful. I am thankful that I found it last night. It was by the grace of God that helped me find it. Please know that life for me is crazy. I feel most days like I can't go on. My daughter lost her battle with AML leukemia on May 21, 2009. Each day is such a struggle.
My heart breaks for you in your loss ..I know how hard your beautiful Sarah tried to stay here with you ...
You have such a long hard road to travel now but please know that we are here for you
May your beautiful Sarah fly high in heaven Happy healthy and pain free sedning love to surround you always
with Love Jacob's mum
"leukaemia Sux!" www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob
if you are looking for another place to get support, (because we all know we can't get enough) I have found www.groww.com to be a great site. There is a nightly chat for parents who have lost children, it starts at 9:30 Eastern. Look for the Heavenly Angels chat. The people in the chat are amazing.
"I am so sorry Mary Kay. Our hearts were broken when we lost our dad. My sister-in-law had told us to prepare that tears and grief would come in waves...out of nowhere. One of my cousins had lost her dad before us and she spoke some wise words to us:…"
"Welcome, Mary Kay, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I can relate to everything you wrote about the loss of your beloved dad, except I was alone with him in the hospital when he passed away. It's the worst thing in the world to lose the…"
I am a newbie. I lost my father on May 22nd at 2.22am. He was 92 years old. Loosing him is the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I really miss him. We were able to have a funeral for him but there were so many…"