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What is grieving?
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I was sat down by my boss, and told I need a grief  cousler or Physhologist. I watched my best friend die from Ovarian cancer, I spent the last hours of her life, with her, I held her hand as she…Continue

Tags: loneliness, empitness, pain, friend, best

Started this discussion. Last reply by Anne Delina Johnson Sep 13, 2011.

Dealing with the loss of my best friend
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How do you go one after losing someone so close? I feel lost and alone. My best friend and I were together all the time! We were like sisters. She lost her fight agaist ovarian cancer on july 5th. My…Continue

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Started this discussion. Last reply by Anne Delina Johnson Aug 1, 2011.

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About Me:
I moved 3000 miles to take care of my best friend in the world, when she was diagnosed with Ovarian cancer, 5 years ago.
About my Loss:
I lost my best friend, my sister, my light and laughter.

She died two weeks ago. She was under going radiation tot he brain to stop the cancer. She went down for a CT @ 2:30 am, and died at 7Am, the CT results showed that the bleeding in her brain had been stopped,and the tumors had stablized, no new swelling was showing, but she was short of breath. I watched her labor in the caner ward for 2 hours before the called in Respitory, the day before she fell and was on the floor over 1 hour before they could get her off the floor. I watched her code on July 4th, 25 minutes they tried, and looked up which drugs to give her on the computer. They did n't know and it's the flagship hospital for the cancer institute.

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Holiday War against over eating / healing / heartache and moving on

I guess as i approach the holiday's this year, they have a distinct tinge of blue to them. I am missing my grandfather who made christmas come alive, and he passed away over 10 years ago. This year it's going to be doubly hard, without Grandpa and without Rosie, my best friend who passed in July.





She made christmas live again, and taught me what it is to have the spirit of Christmas, and to give from ones heart, how great or how little, it does not…
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Posted on November 16, 2011 at 9:16pm

Celebrate Life, Never Forget the loved ones

HI Everyone,  I know in grief there are moments of great light and moments of deep and dark despair. I know that I miss my best friend to the very ends of time, but like Michael said, it is not what she wanted for me. Before she died: she made me promise:1) I would walk a 5 K ovarian cancer walk- I will be registering for the one on October 16th, 2011. I'm terrified but I know it will make her proud.2) I promised her - to never ever forget her.3) I promised to talk to her, to come and visit her… Continue

Posted on August 22, 2011 at 9:38pm

Peace, Sunshine and Blessings

 

Padre Pio National Shrine

 



 I went to the shrine yesterday. It was like Cheryl was pushing me to go. I prayed and talked with Ruthie. She is a true blessing. I thank you every day for encouraging us to go. I told her about Cheryl and I was very upset.…

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Posted on August 7, 2011 at 12:07pm

Friendship never dies, love never dies

Lost and regret are two words I really hate. I lost my best friend. I regret the times I won't have her here with me. I miss her every damn day. I feel like i'm not whole any more. That the things that matter don't because she's not here.

 

I regret all the stupid fighting we did over nonsense. I loved her from very core. We were sisters, and best friends. 

 

I know that our love and friendship while now separated in death, will never die, but God it hurts so…

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Posted on July 30, 2011 at 8:23pm

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