"As a card and a medium I should not be mad at God but I am very mad at god the way things have been going on in my life where my sister suffered of cancer and died of cancer by the God do this to a person it was a good person yes whatever arguments…"
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sara lee
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- About Me:
- I am a single mom of 2 amazing girls. I work in the health care field and am struggling extreamly with anxiety from my loss and at this point dont know where to turn any more i have well not much of a support group around me at this time.
- About my Loss:
- i lost my kids father my lover my life sept. 30 2007. due to heart blockage and a accidental drug over dose. we did not know about the blockage and had no clue of the events that transpired. we went out to a friends house to enjoy a night with friends and family we went out to eat had a few drink and went to his friend house where our daughters were with his friends mother we had a few more drinks there as we went to bed i noticed zac was actting really funny and i just thought maybe he had had to much to drink he had fallen and something did not seem right but his friend reassured me he was ok and i layed down in the bed with him and our 8 month old baby between us i woke every 2 hours to check on him and he was breathing but shallow he was a big man so it was just happy to know he was still ok i woke in the morning it was 8 something he was cold and non responceive i took the baby up stairs and asked his frind to help me and we ran down i tried to resessatate him and i could not the fluid from his lungs being full was like a horror movie but i was not willing to quit i thought for sure i could save him i could not as i was doing cpr i called 911 and kept doing it till they arrived when they said he was dead i just could not believe it his soul staied with his body cause i could feel the devil pulling his feet and god pulling his hands as i prayed as hard as i could for god to pull him into the light i got a warm feeling and i knew he was gone we were questioned like criminals and as i had to call my boss and friend at the time to come get our daughters my 4 year old looks at me as i put her in the car and says take care of daddy and i could not even speak little lone stand as they to his body i just did not know what to do could not eat not sleep for a month or more and cried till i ran out of tears dec13 i got the outopsey results and found out his death i did not want to believe he was using or that his heart had 80% blockage at 28.This is my story a living nightmare
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