Hi Everyone. Today is my dad’s one year anniversary. On Sunday, my husband and I went to one of his favorite restaurants. Today I decided to go to work and take a long lunch to remember my dad. It’s hard, but I am managing. I am in grief counseling and belong to a local support group that meets twice a month.
"I hold back from seeking death, as well...I still need to set an example for some people in my life. I also feel that maybe taking your own life might somehow then inhibit being able to connect with him, like maybe be in a different…"
I feel bad about your anniversary. It really hit me hard to read your words about how you cried that hard. I can't come up with anything to say, but I get it.
I am at 6 1/2 years. 6 1/2 lost years. "