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My husband died 7 months ago yesterday. My whole world ended and even though he suffered with brain tumors for almost ten years, I always thought he would beat it up to 3 weeks before he died last December. The emptiness is unbearable. There were times and still are that all I can do is cry and literally scream with pain. I can't just "move" on because he was my life. He always wanted to hold my hand even when we were just watching tv or walking through the parking lot to the store. I don't think anyone could ever love me as much as he did. We were married for 20 years and he stuck with me all that time (I've had mental issues with depression and OCD) and he was always patient with me, always there for me. I prayed to God to send someone in my life while I was in college, and He sent me Roger only to take him away. I'll never understand.