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49 year old. having difficulty dealing with the loss of my fiancee
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my fiancee Denise passed away from colon cancer in september 09.

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The first adventure Denise and I had was a trip to the Ritz Carlton Hotel in Pasadena.  Being travel agents we could stay at nice hotels at discounted rates.  Denise loved the water and we spent a lo…

The first adventure Denise and I had was a trip to the Ritz Carlton Hotel in Pasadena.  Being travel agents we could stay at nice hotels at discounted rates.  Denise loved the water and we spent a lot of time in the jacuzzi and the pool.  We went for a drive which we loved to do, and found a park where we could hike.  We hiked for a mile or so, had a great time on the trail, then headed back to the hotel for dinner.  Denise was about 200 pounds over weight and was anxious to lose the weight…

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Posted on January 1, 2011 at 1:26pm

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At 6:47am on April 29, 2013, Melisa C said…

Hi Michael, I saw the picture you posted, what kind of race/walk is that? I see people with signs saying the people they lost. Seems very moving.

At 9:40pm on March 20, 2012, Kirstine Rushing said…

Just saw some of your posts and wanted you to know you are in my prayers. I can tell from your photos that she was a very kind person....has those kind eyes :) I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom, who was my best friend, so its a different loss....but the pain is the same and its unbearable. Its been over 2 years for me and not getting any better.

At 10:59am on July 4, 2011, Sue Waxman said…

Dear Michael,

I read about you and your beautiful lady today on this wonderful support website. How very blessed she was to have your devotion and love in her short life. Perhaps your reason for being on this earth was simply to be her one true love and love her so deeply and unconditionally during her journey on this earth. You loved her as she was. Even though she was carrying extra weight you LOVED every ounch of her. How many woman can say they have experienced that. I was married for 20 years to a man who left me because "he only liked to hug skinny girls". His words two days before he left me for that skinny girl. Your beautiful Denise was so blessed by your presence in her life. You had the privilidge of loving her. My mother died 1 week ago today. She was all I had on this earth. I am great friends who care and try to help. But I have found such support and have connected with all of you on this site. Mom died of that damn cancer we all seem so familiar with. I hope we can be friends and be there for eachother..all of us here on this site. My heart goes out to you. Blessing Sue

At 10:40pm on February 6, 2011, Linda Gutierrez said…
Dear Mike, if my daughter and her 3 kids did not live with me, i know i would never come out of this nightmare. Keep waiting for the Big Crash to come, and ,its not coming. I know there is a part of me too scared to tumble. One of the most important thing to my husband, Cam, is that i help our daughter raise these kids. He loved them so much, Everything revolved around them, and me. He loved me so much, and i finally get it. took 25years to get that thru my head just how much he loved me.He has'nt left here yet, i see and hear him, i'm not crazy. He did'nt want me go without me, and, i know he suffered more trying to stay. Super Bowl Sundays were always a big deal around here. Not so this year, i did'nt even watch the game. His son from Idaho came to buy Cam's car, that will be hard to watch him drive off in it. But, i know he will fix it up the way his dad wanted.   Love, Linda
At 11:00pm on February 4, 2011, Linda Gutierrez said…
Hi Michael, looks like we are two very miserable people. How do we go on from here? I miss my husband, Cam so much my heart aches! Not a minute in the day do i not think of him. By the pictures i see of Your Denise,she must have been a very loving soul!  My middle name is Denise
At 6:59am on January 21, 2011, steacy del valle said…
thank you so much itsbeen 9 months since the passing and its been real difficult. and i am truly sorry for ur lost
At 9:10pm on January 20, 2011, michael sandoval said…
Therapy has been my only friend
 
 
 

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