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miss my mom everyday. does it ever get better?
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i recently lost my beloved mother to cancer. she passed away may 27th 2011. i will never forget that day, and it continually plays over in my head. i was there the moment she passed and i felt her in…Continue

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spent time in mom's closet today

all of her things are still here, un touched. it's as if she still lives here.

today i decided to have a look in her closet and got me missing her so much. seeing her clothes it's almost like she is still in them.

i think its good some times to force yourself to do these things, have a good cry.

 

miss you so much mom XOXOXO

Posted on August 9, 2011 at 8:43pm — 2 Comments

Dear Maman

Bonjour Maman,

 

i miss you so much every single day. not one day goes by that i don't think of you and feel incredible sadness like i have never experienced in my life.

 

i often wonder if you are embodied in the sparrows i see flying over your garden. i often think that is you, checking up on  us, the garden, the house. you know we miss you so much every day and wish we could see your smiling face again.

 

i can't believe it has been almost 2…

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Posted on July 22, 2011 at 8:17pm

almost one month since you passed

can't believe its been almost a month since my mom passed. i still think about the day she died, every single day. i relive her funeral in my mind every day. ill never forget her face the day she died, its engraved in my brain. i miss her more and more with every passing day. i have been told this gets 'easier' but never really goes away; i am not feeling this is getting easier at all. i miss you so much mom. love you forever XXXX

Posted on June 25, 2011 at 11:56am — 1 Comment

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At 11:47am on June 21, 2011, mercy said…
Hi Chrissy; our mothers died just a day apart from cancer. I know the pain you are going through. I knew that whole week that mom would pass away. I felt she died on the 27, even though she died on the 28. The grief is all consuming and I keep wondering how I can make it one more day. I'll hold you up in prayer my dear.
At 6:34pm on June 16, 2011, Caitlin Doherty said…

i find grief very isolating, even though i don't want others to be going through this, it's comforting to find people who know how you feel. thanks for being my friend =)

At 3:18pm on June 15, 2011, Rachel Lynn Schuler said…

you are more than welcome chrissy :)

 
 
 

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