Lost with out him
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Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am not functioning well either! I am a robot doing things that I do not care about doing because I have to. I feel like the walking dead. I am dead inside.nothing bring me joy.. My Grandchild only remind me he is missing. I miss him do much it…"
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Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Just re-read this I get up and go to work each day because I have no choice. Got To make money. I would rather lay on the couch and watch tv and forget."
Oct 14
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan: your words express exactly how I feel. I no longer want to live.i get up every morning and go through the motions of a life because I must. I come home eat chocolate drink a beer go to bed and do it all over again like I am on auto pilot. I…"
Oct 14
Nancy and Lost with out him are now friends
Oct 11
Lost with out him replied to Maxey's discussion Moved, but nothing changes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Maxey: I thought I was alone with this. I walk around everyday and do things as if he is watching me do it. I was wondering if I was the only one? I am not sure if he is with me really but it feels like he is? Yet sometimes I feel so alone? Is…"
Sep 1
Lost with out him replied to Jules's discussion Lost without my husband in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Today would have been our 33rd anniversary. A really tough day today."
Jul 21
Lost with out him posted a status
"I am now suffering PTSD about the actual "death". I cannot get that vision out of my head. I tried to save him.."
Jul 19
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bluebird,so sorry to hear about the passing of your dear sweet Benny. I have two cats and know the love I have for on them. Thinking about you during this difficult time (( hug)) Xx"
Jul 17
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jen: I could not read your reply to me until you became friends with me. I think the vibration thing is also a way that they can communicate. I think that the " pull" would be something I would like to experience. I have not…"
Jul 11
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jennifer and Welcome: You will find comfort here. I understand that you were looking for something more uplifting but I think that we all walk around with our " in public brave face" that we find that we can truly say what we really…"
Jun 30
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Kim and Jackie: 18 weeks for me. I too cannot believe I have survived ( barely) I too am suddenly and hit with the fear that this is it! How can I ever go on.. And I really do not want to. I am going through the motions because I have too. I…"
Jun 28
Lost with out him replied to Jackie cooke's discussion Moving on in the group How to move on...
"Hi Jackie: I agree, I joined this group and have been worried all night that I should not have. I am no where near moving on either. In fact the way I feel now I am content not to as to not devalue our relationship. So I will watch from afar and…"
Jun 25
Lost with out him joined kimberly rowe's group
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mY sOuLmAtE, mY bEsTfRiEnD,mY sUpErMaN,mY eVeRyThInG

this is ment for the people who have lost the closest thing to them it doesnt matter if its a person or an animal it's stilla lost and they all hurt
Jun 25
Lost with out him commented on Steph's group How to move on...
"Should have proof read sorry hate seeing other couples together But here I am again"
Jun 24
Lost with out him commented on Steph's group How to move on...
"Great list Nora! I think it is important to set goals everyday. Hope the job search is going well. Today I actually felt "normal" for a couple of hours. I went to my Granddaughter's dance recital and out for dinner. I hate going out (…"
Jun 24
Lost with out him updated their profile
Jun 24

Profile Information

About Me:
I am 55 years old. Married to the love of my life for 33 years. We have one daughter age 32 and two beautiful granddaughters age 4 and 20 months
About my Loss:
I suddenly lost my husband of 33 years. He was 52 years old. He died of a heart attack. I feel lost and lonely without him.

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At 12:19pm on April 19, 2017, Jackie cooke said…
I feel the same agonising pain, 5 weeks since my partner of 36 years died in my arms, everyday is worse than the day before, I don't want to wake up alone, go through the day alone, and go to bed alone, each second without her by me is one too many. I can't eat or sleep, I don't want to see or to talk to anyone, I just want this pain to end and my life back
 
 
 

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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bailey, First of all, I am so sorry for your loss. My Mom passed away Feb 14th of this year and I too am still deeply grieving her loss. This is a wonderful and supportive place to come and share your feelings about your Mom's death. Anything…"
2 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bailey, I am so sorry for your loss. I remember towards the end of my mom's life, it was so similar in the sense that we would cross one hurdle and then something else would arise. Atrib fibrillation, leaky heart valve, congestive heart…"
5 hours ago
Laraine Pike commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I lost my husband, Bill to melanoma cancer on Sept 1 2015.  It was a 2 1/2yr battle that started in his heel and after losing his heel & getting it rebuilt with 3 operations the cancer got into his bloodstream & spread to his lungs…"
6 hours ago
Laraine Pike joined Katherine Ellis's group
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Losing Someone to Cancer

This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
6 hours ago
Bailey Smith commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi! Mom had been staying with me and went into the hospital on June 14th and along with Parkinson's everything started to fall apart. Every time we thought we were making progress we would find out she had another diagnosis. It was…"
7 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bluebell. I’m glad he did you seem like such a wonderful person. We all are going through this great sadness I miss my mom everyday and I always say mom I don’t know if you can hear me but I love and miss you so much. Then I’ll say…"
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Steinberg joined Jesse's Mom's group
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"No worries Theresa. It happens to all of us at one time or another.  Even though I want to honor my Mom on Christmas, I know there are going to be tears and sorrow. It can not be avoided. I loved her and miss her. It broke my heart when she…"
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Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am not functioning well either! I am a robot doing things that I do not care about doing because I have to. I feel like the walking dead. I am dead inside.nothing bring me joy.. My Grandchild only remind me he is missing. I miss him do much it…"
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Bailey Smith joined Karen's group
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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....
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Profile IconBailey Smith, Gwen Rene Ackwood, alice frerichs and 12 more joined Online Grief Support - A Social Community
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Morgan, I too am going on five years. I hate the holidays and just wish I could go to sleep until they are over. My Husband was my soulmate and he lives on in my broken heart. I just go through the motions of everyday. Mornings are the worse, I…"
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Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Sorry for the repeat, on my phone."
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I don't know how the rest of you are doing but I seem to not be able to get a handle on living.  I function and work but I keep remembering.  And when I do I end up so desperate for him.  I just don't know how much longer I…"
yesterday
Shamika Anthony replied to Lea Williams's discussion My Sister in the group Losing Someone to Drug Overdose
"Lea, I understand how you feel.  I lost my brother, and I just feel like you have to take things one day at a time.  Most days I am angry, and I miss him terribly, but there are times I think about how he would want me to be.  I…"
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Shamika Anthony added a discussion to the group Losing Someone to Drug Overdose
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Lost my brother, best friend

August 23, 2017 i lost my brother to an accidental overdose.  He lived with me for over a year and a half and was in recovery for at least 3 years.  When he passed it took my breath away and we were uncertain as to why he passed.  We were only 3 years apart and our bond was unusually strong for brother and sister.  I am having a very difficult time coping with the entire situation.  Especially since finding on 11/14/17 the actual cause of death was an accidental overdose. I told my father but I…See More
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Shamika Anthony joined Laura Rozier's group
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Losing Someone to Drug Overdose

If you've lost someone you loved due to them overdosing on drugs, let's talk about it here.See More
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Shamika Anthony joined Ada Bowie's group
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Losing a sibling

For anyone who's lost a sibling. It's worse than people seem to think it is.
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Shamika Anthony updated their profile photo
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Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Sherri and Luisa Thank you so much it is really nice to know there are other people on here that know how you feel the holidays are just not my favorite time. Although I do remember my mother decorated the house every year even though my dad died…"
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