Lost with out him
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  • Burlington, Ontario
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Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Love this Picture Linda! Yes you are still married forever and ever. I feel exactly the same way! Happy Anniversary ❤️❤️❤️"
Mar 15
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"My friends you are the only people that understand. I too am broken, ir's been 13 months of HELL on earth. Going through the motions.. Wish I were dead truly. I have tried to " live" without him,but I can't. I also will be alone…"
Mar 15
Edward L left a comment for Lost with out him
"Thanks for reaching out to me. And to evryone else who has. Im still learning to navigate this site. My heart goes out to all. Again thanks"
Jan 1
Lost with out him left a comment for Edward L
"Dear Edward: There are no words like I can say to comfort you ( at least I don't know them) i too suffered a sudden loss of my dear husband Andrew, it is unexpected and you will be playing it over and over in your head for months to…"
Jan 1
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Dawn: i can can understand your fear.. Most of us here you are right,  are NOT okay. Most of us are going through the motions of a life but are dead inside. It's coming up a year for me Feb 11.. I cannot tell you how I made it this…"
Dec 12, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am not functioning well either! I am a robot doing things that I do not care about doing because I have to. I feel like the walking dead. I am dead inside.nothing bring me joy.. My Grandchild only remind me he is missing. I miss him do much it…"
Nov 19, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Just re-read this I get up and go to work each day because I have no choice. Got To make money. I would rather lay on the couch and watch tv and forget."
Oct 14, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan: your words express exactly how I feel. I no longer want to live.i get up every morning and go through the motions of a life because I must. I come home eat chocolate drink a beer go to bed and do it all over again like I am on auto pilot. I…"
Oct 14, 2017
Nancy and Lost with out him are now friends
Oct 11, 2017
Lost with out him replied to Maxey's discussion Moved, but nothing changes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Maxey: I thought I was alone with this. I walk around everyday and do things as if he is watching me do it. I was wondering if I was the only one? I am not sure if he is with me really but it feels like he is? Yet sometimes I feel so alone? Is…"
Sep 1, 2017
Lost with out him replied to Jules's discussion Lost without my husband in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Today would have been our 33rd anniversary. A really tough day today."
Jul 21, 2017
Lost with out him posted a status
"I am now suffering PTSD about the actual "death". I cannot get that vision out of my head. I tried to save him.."
Jul 19, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bluebird,so sorry to hear about the passing of your dear sweet Benny. I have two cats and know the love I have for on them. Thinking about you during this difficult time (( hug)) Xx"
Jul 17, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jen: I could not read your reply to me until you became friends with me. I think the vibration thing is also a way that they can communicate. I think that the " pull" would be something I would like to experience. I have not…"
Jul 11, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Jennifer and Welcome: You will find comfort here. I understand that you were looking for something more uplifting but I think that we all walk around with our " in public brave face" that we find that we can truly say what we really…"
Jun 30, 2017
Lost with out him commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Kim and Jackie: 18 weeks for me. I too cannot believe I have survived ( barely) I too am suddenly and hit with the fear that this is it! How can I ever go on.. And I really do not want to. I am going through the motions because I have too. I…"
Jun 28, 2017

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About Me:
I am 55 years old. Married to the love of my life for 33 years. We have one daughter age 32 and two beautiful granddaughters age 4 and 20 months
About my Loss:
I suddenly lost my husband of 33 years. He was 52 years old. He died of a heart attack. I feel lost and lonely without him.

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At 10:12am on January 1, 2018, Edward L said…

Thanks for reaching out to me. And to evryone else who has. Im still learning to navigate this site. My heart goes out to all. Again thanks

At 12:19pm on April 19, 2017, Jackie cooke said…
I feel the same agonising pain, 5 weeks since my partner of 36 years died in my arms, everyday is worse than the day before, I don't want to wake up alone, go through the day alone, and go to bed alone, each second without her by me is one too many. I can't eat or sleep, I don't want to see or to talk to anyone, I just want this pain to end and my life back
 
 
 

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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hello Friends, I know it is going to be rough for all of us dealing again with the Holidays. Like Morgan I am tired of wearing my happy face, people think everything is okay and I have moved on. No, I have not moved on, everyday is pure Hell inside…"
6 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"know that one day we shall meet again.These lines motivate me to live. Thanks Theressa. Just install Skype app in your mobile if you use smart phone and then add me as a contact. Rest is very simple. "
6 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi I think you are doing great, better than I was at the point you are at, but you have a new child that helps you put your attention on.  You seem to be very kind, I don't know how to skype if I did I would lol Brett, yes I am going…"
6 hours ago
Monty commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"i'm so truly sorry for your continuing pain. and not because i don't feel the loss and pain as we all do in our own way. i think the main reason i am continuing to keep on going is need to for my children. having two dependant children…"
8 hours ago
Virginia G and Avi are now friends
8 hours ago
Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Monty, Linda, and morgan, I don't have much more to add beyond saying that after four years and three months it doesn't get all that much easier. The day to day practical things get easier over time, but the heavy heart, the constant,…"
10 hours ago
Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Monty, Linda, and morgan, I don't have much more to add beyond saying that after four years and three months it doesn't get all that much easier. The day to day practical things get easier over time, but the heavy heart, the constant,…"
10 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Yes Brett rightly said, people around us will not understand the grief or guilt.  Virginia, this was unfortunate but a bit hilarious as well. I can understand how hard that lady would have tried to convince you but all futile. "
11 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Virginia, every one of us is that person. All my life I was the funny kid in school and at work. I've heard it my whole life, "You don't have to entertain me." What a honking load of crap that was. When the jokes dried up, the…"
11 hours ago
Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"  Today I texted a lady from bereavement group and asked what she was doing.  I was going to ask if she wanted to get something to eat.  She mistakenly sent me a text that was intended for her boyfriend.  She told him that she…"
11 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Brett, if you are available on skype please send me request at avitiwari26@gmail.com.  Lets have a call someday. "
12 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Good to hear from you Avi. I think about all of you and hope you are doing well. I worry about my sister Theresa. I have a feeling that I know what you are going through. I think I am going through the same thing. Bluebell, I hope you are well,…"
12 hours ago
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I'm not able to pinpoint what is happening from one moment to the next but I am watching myself become more viscerally emotional again.  I am missing him.  It is becoming another extended seasonal rocky road of remembering what I had…"
12 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi All,  I hope you are fighting well with your grief. Last week it was Diwali festival in India so was stuck up in family events etc. All were enjoying and I was just doing what was expected from me."
12 hours ago
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"The pain last as long as your love for them last."
13 hours ago
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13 hours ago
Monty commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"hi linda. thanks for reply i'm ordering 4 NURF guns and after xmass lunch we are going to chase each other around the house and shoot the kids (more like miss the kids and over exaggerate being hit by the kids). that and a few beers seemed to…"
13 hours ago
Monty and M Adams are now friends
20 hours ago
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Monty, It is very hard to try to find happiness during the Holidays as they will never be the same. The Community Hospice has a workshop called "Hope for the Holidays." I go every year and they give you ideas on how to make your…"
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Monty replied to Kyle McKay's discussion Lost my wife in the group Lost My Spouse...
"thanks ill check it out I've been accessing support though  https://www.grief.org.au"
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