Your words are exactly how I feel. The Grandchildren make me become more emotional as his absence is more apparent. Are you sure that your friends and family are tired of listening to you cry? Have your friends been in your shoes? I am sure…"
I could not read your reply to me until you became friends with me. I think the vibration thing is also a way that they can communicate. I think that the " pull" would be something I would like to experience. I have not…"
"Hi Jennifer and Welcome:
You will find comfort here. I understand that you were looking for something more uplifting but I think that we all walk around with our " in public brave face" that we find that we can truly say what we really…"
"Hi Kim and Jackie:
18 weeks for me. I too cannot believe I have survived ( barely) I too am suddenly and hit with the fear that this is it! How can I ever go on.. And I really do not want to. I am going through the motions because I have too. I…"
I agree, I joined this group and have been worried all night that I should not have. I am no where near moving on either. In fact the way I feel now I am content not to as to not devalue our relationship. So I will watch from afar and…"
"Great list Nora! I think it is important to set goals everyday. Hope the job search is going well. Today I actually felt "normal" for a couple of hours. I went to my Granddaughter's dance recital and out for dinner. I hate going out (…"
I have been thinking about you and getting a job. How is that going? I think I remember you saying that you had to leave your job because they did not give you enough time off when your husband died? Of course I do not want to over step…"
"I too feel exactly as everyone here has discribed it. Four months in.. Lost the love of my life. I feeling like the walking dead.. I function because I am expected to. I go to work because I haven't any choice. I have to sell my house.( for…"
"I feel the same agonising pain, 5 weeks since my partner of 36 years died in my arms, everyday is worse than the day before, I don't want to wake up alone, go through the day alone, and go to bed alone, each second without her by me is one too…"
I feel the same agonising pain, 5 weeks since my partner of 36 years died in my arms, everyday is worse than the day before, I don't want to wake up alone, go through the day alone, and go to bed alone, each second without her by me is one too many. I can't eat or sleep, I don't want to see or to talk to anyone, I just want this pain to end and my life back
I'm very sorry. We are the ones who are enduring what you are enduring, and you are welcome here. I was married to the love of my life, too. 20 years and suddenly, the heart attack. I am lost without him as well; I miss him every day and it's been 3.5 years but feels like this morning. With respect, AnneJ.
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