March 2010 Blog Posts (6)

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Thank you for welcoming me to the on-line grief community.

I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling like I was going to suffocate. The 40th anniversary of my mothers death is this Sunday April 4. She had cancer. I was 11 years old. I did not know that my mother was going to die. When she did, I started to cry, my aunt said "stop crying you are just feeling sorry for yourself" I learned to hold all of my feeling inside, I have turned my anger inward and am now depressed. As a 51 year old mother of 2, I need to know how to grieve and how to pass… Continue

Added by Donna Olson on March 29, 2010 at 8:15am — 1 Comment

I Can Hear you Whisper - by Sandy Goodman

I CAN HEAR YOU WHISPER



In the mornings

I reserve my drive time

To say hello to you

And to feel you surround me

With your violet eddy of emotions.

In the beginning, a hundred years ago (or was it yesterday?),

My trips to town were for crying,

For screaming,

For asking you over and over and over again

WHY YOU HAD TO LEAVE,

But now it's different.

Now we share the sunrise.

We listen to music,

We reach for…
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Added by Gail Richardson on March 21, 2010 at 4:52pm — No Comments

missing my son

why do we have to go through such bad times with grief. i miss my doug and all his funny little sayings that put a smile on your face he was truly a beatiful person inside and out life is just never going to br right again its been 5mo and i feel like i am losing it. paula

Added by paula ingalls on March 19, 2010 at 9:38pm — No Comments

1952 Club, six weeks!

So, you ask what the hell is the 1952 club? Well let me explain my

friend, it is a very strange phenomenon! It all started with three guys

who were born in 1952 (Matt, Tim and Fred) and who all had lovely girls

for their daughters. All three of their daughters met in Mortuary

School at Wayne State in 2006. All of these girls, Alex, Brit and Abs

graduated from school and are currently licensed funeral directors. All

of these girls went to the same school and became… Continue

Added by Stella on March 12, 2010 at 7:27pm — No Comments

One year on

This weekend will be one year since my dad died, i haven't been on here in a while. I've been getting really down alot recently, and also angry. I can feel myself taking my anger out on my mum, and i know i shouldn't. I want to stop myself but i can't, and after i'm done i hate myself for it.

I can't believe how quickly this year has gone by. Most of it i can't even remember.

I don't want to do anything, i don't have the motivation to get up and go find a job.

I don't…

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Added by Benny Shipton on March 11, 2010 at 9:07pm — No Comments

5 weeks, still feeling the pain...

So it has been five weeks since my dad had died. That still sounds weird in my head, the fact that my dad died. How the fuck could that be? He was only 57? Why is the only question I have? Was my dad a bad guy, did he deserve to die, why take him so early? It just does not make sense to his 27 year old daughter, he did not get to walk me down the aisle, he did not get to witness the birth of my first child, it is so unfair? Really is there someone above us who gets to decide this shit? Really… Continue

Added by Stella on March 3, 2010 at 7:56pm — No Comments

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