pankaj bhatia
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26 year old down to earth personality totally lost now in this world after my mother has passed away.
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My mother who is the most precious person to me in this planet has left me alone to live. Its just been so hard to live each second without her. I just want to go in her arms and sleep. She was my mother, my friend, my everything I still dont believe she's gone. I sometimes feel like she's here with me and other second I feel alone. This feeling I cannot understand and loosing it slowly.

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At 7:18pm on December 4, 2013, Survivor17 said…

Pankaj , My heart goes out to you for your loss. I too just lost my mother less than two weeks ago right before Thanksgiving on November23rd... 

You are not alone and are surrounded by support, no one will have the exact words to take away that deep pain .. only time and patience with yourself will help you through this process.  peace 

At 5:14pm on October 29, 2013, dream moon JO B said…

i luv yore tatt it lks so grt 

At 4:48pm on October 29, 2013, dream moon JO B said…

ill be honset my dad died lst yr it still feals lk yday ths pain is so bad me mum r still hurt now lk lst yr 

we hav had thes horbel coments 2 lk get over it its easy wish dnt hlp wn peple say ths 2 us i hpe o 1 ever says ths 2 u coz thy dnt relize thy mke us feal worse wn thy say it my dad wz frm a big family he had so mny cuzens thts why iv had so mush death aftr him sad thng is only tm i sea family is at funrells me mum saw anner death notice in  2 days paper 1 of my dads cuznes again has died iv not sean thm sinse i wz a kid so it will be anrer funrell 2 go 2 i never thrt 2013 wud be as bad as 2012 coz of death

dreams thng only tme i sea my dad is in dreams 2 u can join my dream grp if u wont 2 its thr for evry 1 it hlps me xpres my dreams ths dreams feal so real thy r in color or speakng or so on but thy allways feal real no 1 lks old thy dnt but happyy thy r 

jo

At 3:52pm on October 25, 2013, dream moon JO B said…

thnxs for frind req i will tel u my story i lost my dad3.3.2012.at.220amme mum got th at 230 am we got thr 10 mins lte we got telgram 2 tell us 2 get th state away we must of got it abot130am or140am im a bit fuzy abit th prt but death tm no i had a few lsses befr my dad died but me mum all we hav dun is lost a lot of peple on top frm family frinds nboz bean 2 so mny funrells ths yr i dred 2 thnk abot 2014 coz of all death we havng

At 3:04pm on October 22, 2013, Dia -Ayesha said…
Hi Pankaj. My condolences to you for your loss. Losing a mother is the most tragic, painful loss ever. I lost my beloved ma this july 22, 2013. As far as I'm concerned the world has come to an end. This is a wonderful site with some lovely people bound together by our loss, pain and grief. Please take care .
 
 
 

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