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About my Loss:
We lost my mother to a sudden heart attack.

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Dreams

It seems my mom is always in my dreams or the ones I remember anyway. It's better because I don't wake up crying now. It's the same kind of dreams I would have when she was alive. From what I have heard it usually takes a long time for your loved one to come to you in dreams so I try to be thankful for it. It still hurts when I wake up and she's gone but at least I have that.

Posted on August 29, 2013 at 10:39pm

Mortality

Weighing heavy on my mind day and night. What a useless worry that has become my biggest fear. In an instant it became my new companion. Will it's nagging go away or only get worse? Now more than ever it is important to live for the day, for the moment.

Posted on July 11, 2013 at 1:25pm — 1 Comment

My Mother's words of wisdom

"Stay focused".

"Don't live your life with regrets".

Posted on July 10, 2013 at 12:56pm

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At 2:09pm on July 18, 2013, Eliza said…

Hi Sheila,

I relate to what you wrote about your mother in law. My MIL is very nice, and since my mom passed, she's been trying to make more of a connection with me--calling more, writing more, etc. It's nice, but she's not mom. She never will be. And that's hard. Sending you hugs.

 
 
 

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