Paige Lovelace
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Julie Dolsey-Weiss and Paige Lovelace are now friends
Jul 2, 2011
Paige Lovelace commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Lost Without My Mom
"11 years ago today my precious mother Audrey died of Ovarian cancer and I miss so much. It is as bad as the day she died. I am so afraid if I move on and not grieve her any more I will  forget her. She was my best friend and she was the only…"
Jun 28, 2011
Paige Lovelace posted a status
"11 years ago my mom died of Ovarian cancer and I miss her just as much now as I did when she first died."
Jun 28, 2011
Deborah Dodds commented on Paige Lovelace's blog post Does any one understand How I feel
"I know what you mean when you don't want to let anyone close to you.  How we put up a wall to prevent the hurt if they die or leave us somehow.  I have done the same thing for the past year since my husband was murdered.  I…"
May 27, 2011
Paige Lovelace joined kimberly rowe's group
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mY sOuLmAtE, mY bEsTfRiEnD,mY sUpErMaN,mY eVeRyThInG

this is ment for the people who have lost the closest thing to them it doesnt matter if its a person or an animal it's stilla lost and they all hurt
May 27, 2011
Paige Lovelace posted a blog post

a bad day

On June 28th 2011 it will be the 10th anniversary of my mom's death and I have more grief today then I had when she first died. I was numb for along time after she died and I just didn't know how to feel. I dread this anniversary because it will finally hit home for me that she is gone and she will never come back. I miss her every day and I am angry at the cancer that took her life. I just have been so emotionally numb and I just haven't dealt with it as I should have. I am so jealous of…See More
May 27, 2011
Paige Lovelace joined Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group
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Multiple Losses Group

I am creating this site for the many of us who have suffered several losses. I lost my mom, dad, grandma(2nd mom), grandpa, my beloved dog and divorce.Many of us have lost more than one person or event.Come share!See More
May 27, 2011
Paige Lovelace added the App YouLyrics
Mar 26, 2011
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Mar 26, 2011
Paige Lovelace commented on Paige Lovelace's blog post Does any one understand How I feel
"I have my best friend who will listen to me she is the only one who doesn't tell me I  should be over my mom and dad's death.I have  so many people tell me to just get over it, But those are the people who haven't lost…"
Mar 17, 2011
Sean Casey commented on Paige Lovelace's blog post Does any one understand How I feel
"I wish I had an answer for you.  I just lost my wife 6 weeks ago, and right now the thought of marrying or even dating again is just not something I can wrap my head around.  I know that there's time for that, and maybe down the line…"
Mar 17, 2011
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Mar 17, 2011
Paige Lovelace commented on Courtney Adams's group Suicide....Hard Knowing They did it By Their Choice
"I lost my best friend Chris to suicide 6 years ago.He was bipolar and a meth addict and he killed himself in the down of bipolar and meth. He shot himself in the chest. At first because I was angry I considered him selfish but at time has gone by in…"
Mar 17, 2011
Paige Lovelace joined Courtney Adams's group
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Suicide....Hard Knowing They did it By Their Choice

This is for some of us who have lost someone due to suicide...I miss you Annie!!!See More
Mar 17, 2011

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About Me:
I am 44 years old and I am divorced and I have a 24 year old son.
About my Loss:
I lost my mom 10 years ago to Ovarian cancer! I lost my dad 3 years ago he was 92 years old and he had COPD .

Paige Lovelace's Blog

a bad day

On June 28th 2011 it will be the 10th anniversary of my mom's death and I have more grief today then I had when she first died. I was numb for along time after she died and I just didn't know how to feel. I dread this anniversary because it will finally hit home for me that she is gone and she will never come back. I miss her every day and I am angry at the cancer that took her life. I just have been so emotionally numb and I just haven't dealt with it as I should have. I am so jealous of… Continue

Posted on May 27, 2011 at 5:39pm

can't sleep crying again

How come the pain of mom and dad being gone isn't going away.  I feel their loss as  much as I did when they died.. I am so emotional about them all the time. I know they are in a better place but that doesn't mean I don't feel their loss daily. They won't be around to see my son get married and they won't see their great grand kids. Lord why if you knew us before we were born did you realize that taking mom and dad from wasn't fair. But I don't hate God I hate the cancer that killed mom and I… Continue

Posted on March 17, 2011 at 1:29am

Does any one understand How I feel

Does anyone understand how numb my heart is these days.  Does any one understand the need for me not to get close to people. I want people close but at the same time I push them away so I don't have to hurt if they die and leave me. So here is this wall and I know I have to knock it down but I can't.  Everyone I have loved has died on me my mom my dad my best friend Chris my son's friend Chance. Please tell me how I am supposed to let myself  love again and open myself up to that. I know people… Continue

Posted on March 16, 2011 at 7:23pm — 3 Comments

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Dina Marie Gabriel replied to Michelle Hudson's discussion Losing friendships in the group Missing my Son or Daughter
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Loss of a loved one

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Michelle Hudson replied to Michelle Hudson's discussion Losing friendships in the group Missing my Son or Daughter
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Michelle Hudson replied to Michelle Hudson's discussion Losing friendships in the group Missing my Son or Daughter
"kindallilik Dina, thank you for sharing your experience with me. I'm sorry it has to be this way. However, I just chalk it up to being one of my life lessons: who are the people who stand by you when times are tough. Those are the ones you can…"
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Bonnie Jacobs and Patricia Hoffman are now friends
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TThuy NTran commented on TThuy NTran's group Everlasting Memories ECards
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Bonnie Jacobs left a comment for Patricia Hoffman
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toni m dicarlo commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Linda, your comment is what I want to shout at people but don't have the energy or the anger to do it over and over because i am too sad and feel very old and tired, How could anyone think we are not reminded of our loss every second of…"
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Bonnie Jacobs replied to Michelle Hudson's discussion Losing friendships in the group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Michellle, the same thing happened when my dad passed away. He had sooooo many friends but only a handful showed up. I am still angry about that and it has been 12 years."
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toni m dicarlo commented on Karen's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"It will be 2 years  on may 26 and i miss my 15 year old son more then i can describe. It seems that so many young children are dying and I don't know if this is how it always was or is it getting worse.  I am so sad that more mothers…"
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Dina Marie Gabriel replied to Michelle Hudson's discussion Losing friendships in the group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Michelle, I was very popular and had so many friends, or so I thought, When dad died only 3 people came foward to help at first (two now) and I lost my job (don't even get me started)..no one will come near me...It's unfortunate that…"
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