Jeannie Porter
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  • Commerce City, CO
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Anyone whom has had the loss of a gay partner...I am in Colorado and lost
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I know loss is pretty much the same accross the big picture...it would be nice to share with other same sex partners and gay friendly folks...Trying to keep my head above water.

Started this discussion. Last reply by Syl Han Jan 17, 2011.

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I am a gay 57 year old who has just lost my shinning star of 17 years to Ovarian Cancer. I am used to being cared for as I have my own medical issues for many years. This
loss was unexpected and heart wrenching. We spent alot of time together. i guess I am high maintence this way..I am said to have a huge since of humor..i just donot know it(so they say) I usually am very honest/sometimes I put my feet in my mouth..socks and all.Then I have to say sorry for being so blunt.I have 2 grandchildre. i have a little poodle.n I adore
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About me is not so important as this question..Ovarian cancer took the most giving,happy,supportive full of life person I had the pleasure to love and be loved by. Oh we had our little poopie moments ,yet happy,laughter was always the end result. and hopefully a lesson learned. :) I am frozen in grief and heart that is so sad I thought I was having a heart attach it hurt so bad..I imagine all of us feel this. perhaps having us spend alot of time with each other makes the phys.loss worse..Is there anything worse then this loss. I am glad she is not in pain and she did have a peacefull passing at the "end" Her parents and our pets must have met her.At least thats what I keep telling myself inbetween the"if"s"

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At 9:41pm on January 25, 2011, michael sandoval said…
Dear Jeannie,
my condolences. I lost my love after just one wonderful year together. After almost a year and half, I still feel the same as I did when she passed away. I find myself reliving horrible times and her passing, getting sad remembering the great times and crying over the lonliness of her being gone. I find comfort here on this webpage. Hope we can be friends
At 6:52pm on January 24, 2011, sheila kerr said…
did you try my regular e-mail try that it is marvinkerr@aol.com
At 7:06pm on January 23, 2011, sheila kerr said…
No I am not geting anything from you on here except the comments I will check back in a little bit
At 6:22pm on January 13, 2011, sheila kerr said…
WElcome I am here for you I am Sheila Kerr and I lost my husband in March 2010 so I know what you are feeling we can try to help eachother as I am so lost without him.I took care of him always so now I have nothing to do with my time but work and come home to an empty house most days.I will help you all I can and there are other people just like us on this site Take care I will talk to you soon
 
 
 

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