Crystal Parker
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  • House Springs, MO
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Always Angry
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I don't know what is wrong with me lately... I do not like to show people my emotions anymore ever since my husband committed suicide. I dont know if its because I was a walking zombie for months and…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Michelle Jul 6, 2019.

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Michelle replied to Crystal Parker's discussion Always Angry
"Maybe you are feeling so much hurt inside. That anger is the easiest way to release it."
Jul 6, 2019

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I am 35 years old with 2 children a daughter who is 18 and a son who just turned 13 my husband had passed away on January 30th I have never experienced anything like this before everytime I think I'm doing good and um over it I'm not and something just hits me I'm kinda just like a mad angry person right now and I don't like it i just want to be normal is there anyone else out there like this too..
About my Loss:
My husband was an amazing Friend father person and husband he was 40 and would have been 41 in March he always had a smile on his face. I was always the screwed up one really not him he was the strong one I was the weak one I am the sick one he never goes to the dr I could have seen me commenting suicide not him never him no note nothing I feel like I'm going crazy I don't understand this is don't know who I am I don't know what to do with myself I am just roaming through life now I am a zombie...
That was in tr he beginning but now I'm just angry and mean and want to be alone because I feel tainted I guess in a way
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