Well as if making it past xmas, new years, my husbands birthday, valentines day, wasn't hard enough now my birthday is coming up. LONELY, LONELY, YUK....
OK LORD I KNOW I AM TO ACCEPT HIS DEATH BUT WHY DOES IT WEIGH SO HEAVY ON MY HEART.
HOLD ME UP LORD, HELP ME TO KEEP GOING ON WITHOUT HIM, ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Friends are great, but when couples are around it is a little hard. I guess this shall come to pass..
God bless everyone and hold your head up.

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Comment by Lola V on March 31, 2009 at 5:41pm
Thank you for your kind words.
Comment by Lola V on March 30, 2009 at 8:10pm
My heart is so broken as well. I lost my husband to colon cancer and I can't get through the tears. I'm stuck. I miss the life we had and feel cheated out of the life we would have had. Holidays are hard, being around couples is hard. I'm so tired of the pain.
Comment by Diana, Certified Grief Counselor on March 19, 2009 at 7:11am
I'll be thinking about you on the 25th. Enjoy your birthday.

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