MarieSte
  • Female
  • Bletchley
  • United Kingdom
Share

MarieSte's Friends

  • Louise
  • Lisa Maria DeMatto- Wysong
  • Sharon Robertson
  • sunflower
  • PK
  • Roger
  • kim
  • Eva Van
  • Jesse's Mom
  • bluebird

MarieSte's Groups

Gifts Received

Gift

MarieSte has not received any gifts yet

Give a Gift

 

MarieSte's Page

Latest Activity

dream moon JO B joined MarieSte's group
Thumbnail

Grief Poems

I'm sharing the poems that I've written whilst on my grief journey to help others know they're not alone with their feelings of loss. Please share poems that you've written.See More
Nov 21, 2017
Sara joined MarieSte's group
Thumbnail

Grief Poems

I'm sharing the poems that I've written whilst on my grief journey to help others know they're not alone with their feelings of loss. Please share poems that you've written.See More
Nov 15, 2017

Profile Information

About my Loss:
I lost my boyfriend of three years-Ste suddenly in July 2014 he was 45. He was my soulmate and best friend. I am sharing my articles and poems in order to help ease the loss of others who are experiencing heartbreak and pain and missing their love ones.
Are You a Service Provider? If Yes, please tell us about your service.
no

MarieSte's Photos

  • Add Photos
  • View All

MarieSte's Blog

The Film The Book Of Life - Lessons Learned

The Film The Book Of Life - Lessons Learned

Wow -I've just watched the film The Book Of Life-It's a children's film that deals openly with death.
I couldn't help but compare my own grief journey too…
Continue

Posted on October 28, 2014 at 3:30pm — 2 Comments

The Grief Journey-What To Pack

The Grief Journey-What To Pack

It's the journey no-one wants to be on and you won't truly understand the following advice unless you are on it. Everyone's journey will be different, so I can't tell you what to pack, you choose, pack what's right for you, listen to your…
Continue

Posted on October 23, 2014 at 2:00pm

Final Destination -Arrival Time Unknown

Ste today I had to get the train to London. I couldn't help but compare my journey of grief with my journey on that train. 

I sat on the train among strangers. As soon as people get on the train they become lifeless.I feel unconscious without you -I feel my soul has been ripped from my being as if all hope is gone. 

No one shows any emotion they all avoid eye…

Continue

Posted on October 10, 2014 at 6:27pm — 6 Comments

Rest In Peace

Rest In Peace my love

Everlasting in my memories

So dearly loved

Time will unite us

 

I will always love you

Never forgotten…

Continue

Posted on September 28, 2014 at 4:30pm

Comment Wall (5 comments)

You need to be a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community to add comments!

Join Online Grief Support - A Social Community

At 7:01pm on August 24, 2016, Lisa Maria DeMatto- Wysong said…

Hi Marie

I just read most of your poems, I had to stop, the tears were flowing. They are beautiful and you are very talented.

Lisa

At 8:24am on May 31, 2015, sunflower said…

My visit to the medium was very disappointing.  She never came through with any names which meant anything to me.  She talked about my mum being there but not her name and even though I was determined not to give any clues away she seemed to know the appropriate questions to ask to get a response she could use.  She gave an outline of Mark's personality and was completely wrong.  There were a couple of things she mentioned about static on a small radio I have which is quite a common thing making us believe to be a sign and I said he never said goodbye and she relayed the message that he had given her to say he never ever said goodbye when he had left me in the past.  I am left more upset than before I visited her and I had some aweful dreams of my mum last night.  I do not think it is something I would recommend unless the medium was well recommended.  The whole thing has actually made me physically unwell and I did not have any sense of being welcomed into the Spiritualist Church.  I went for a walk today and found myself getting angry with Mark for leaving me so alone.  If there was a hell on earth I feel I am living it.  Sorry to be so negative, I just keep getting very tearful today.

My warmest wishes to you for your interest.

At 6:51am on May 18, 2015, sunflower said…

Thank you for the lovely poem I try so hard to feel a sense of Mark around me but I just do not.  I have read that when you are initially bereaved you can want contact with your loved one too much and maybe this is true.  Today is the 21st anniversary of my dad's passing and normally Mark would come with me to the crematorium to put flowers down where my mum also is.  It is only 4 years in July since I lost her and when Mark left me because that is how I see how my loss as abandoned, I was still getting over her death.  I had been her full time  carer for many years but it was still a shock losing her.

You seem to be a very spiritual loving person and I am very grateful for your response.  All my kindest thoughts.

At 8:00pm on April 11, 2015, Mark said…

Marie, I am very sorry for the loss of your soul mate. I like to here from people that are making it through this awful process.  Thank you for the condolences and very supportive comments on my blog post.  Your poem really touched me, it's beautiful and insightful for those of us that have found our world profoundly changed.  I wish all the best.

Mark

At 9:32pm on March 23, 2015, Roger said…

Marie, Your poems a beautiful. You truly write straight from the heart. A heart that has been wounded by the temporary loss of it's mate. They comfort the soul. Souls that can't rest until they are connected once again with their other half of themselves. Thank you, for sharing your talent. May God bless you!

 
 
 

Latest Activity

Christopher replied to Pamela philipp's discussion FAILING in the group Lost My Spouse...
"You had half your soul ripped out... basically. Of course you're going to struggle. Most folks just don't get that because they are still fine. They have not been so deeply wounded and have nothing to compare your struggle to. When I…"
1 hour ago
Christopher joined Jon-Paul Ackerman's group
1 hour ago
Christopher joined Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group
1 hour ago
Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"I have a rollercoaster. Some days I am fine alone, others I simply need a wife to love on and make stuff for and ask her opinion. That's just how it is. I don't get a choice and folks who constantly tell me "get over it, it's…"
1 hour ago
Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"I have the same experience and have talked to others who experience likewise, so it's a general fact regardless of age or gender. That's just how it goes. We'll be here, off and on. Hopefully."
1 hour ago
Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"I have to look forward or I just want to lay down and die. My son needs a dad. He needs a mom too but I can't find a woman who will step up and do that for him. She died when he was 5 so he didn't know her well. He has not had a mom since…"
1 hour ago
Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"Make something new. Marvel at it.Do it again. Repeat as necessary. It helps."
1 hour ago
Christopher replied to Betsy's discussion I am looking for people who have been widowed over two years to talk to
"Just got here. Widowed at age 28. It took 18 hours from healthy wife to no more wife. That was nearly 8 years ago. She wanted me to move on and I wanted the same for her if I went first... strange that we had the conversation mere months before her…"
1 hour ago
Christopher posted a status
"Need a wife, preferably one that has a place and isn't a workaholic. It's time to start again. No more loneliness."
1 hour ago
Virginia G commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"The dr from the hospital talked to my therapist.  I didn’t get any more answers.  I am convinced they gave up on her and since I did nothing, I’ll never know if she could have been helped.  I can’t fathom why I acted…"
2 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I feel for you Brett if you are fighting all this alone. A big hug from India.  Last few days were really guilt stricken for me as I was at my hometown and all memories of my mother's treatment were refreshed and it really pains.  I…"
4 hours ago
Profile IconKim and Joeann joined Online Grief Support - A Social Community
8 hours ago
morgan and Crystal Parker are now friends
15 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"It only rains here when I want to go to the pool. I am worried about Bluebell as well. I think she would have chimed in by now if she was feeling well. I had a selfish moment today. I actually have a lot of those. I was at the store and I started…"
16 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I hope everyone is doing well still have not heard from Bluebell it’s raining here today I hate weekends when it rains very depressing and boring hope to hear from everyone soon"
yesterday
M Adams left a comment for Shari Darling
"Dear Shari, strange, I had and continue to have similar problems regarding what to say about myself in this context, but somehow I stumbled here after my husband's death and it has been helpful.  Just reading of bereaved people's…"
yesterday
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Morgan, As you always do in your posts, you take the words right out of my mouth.  Linda"
yesterday
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Before this nightmare I myself would never have imagined how debilitating the loss of a spouse is. Tracy B 2014 I thought I would be able to focus on my career to help me heal, but I don't even like going to work any more. At home, I can't…"
yesterday
Shari Darling updated their profile
yesterday
Profile IconShari Darling, Christopher and Tara Gibson joined Online Grief Support - A Social Community
yesterday

© 2018   Created by Ninja.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service