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I'm sharing the poems that I've written whilst on my grief journey to help others know they're not alone with their feelings of loss. Please share poems that you've written.See More
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I lost my boyfriend of three years-Ste suddenly in July 2014 he was 45. He was my soulmate and best friend. I am sharing my articles and poems in order to help ease the loss of others who are experiencing heartbreak and pain and missing their love ones.
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The Film The Book Of Life - Lessons Learned

The Film The Book Of Life - Lessons Learned

Wow -I've just watched the film The Book Of Life-It's a children's film that deals openly with death.
I couldn't help but compare my own grief journey too…
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Posted on October 28, 2014 at 3:30pm — 2 Comments

The Grief Journey-What To Pack

The Grief Journey-What To Pack

It's the journey no-one wants to be on and you won't truly understand the following advice unless you are on it. Everyone's journey will be different, so I can't tell you what to pack, you choose, pack what's right for you, listen to your…
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Posted on October 23, 2014 at 2:00pm

Final Destination -Arrival Time Unknown

Ste today I had to get the train to London. I couldn't help but compare my journey of grief with my journey on that train. 

I sat on the train among strangers. As soon as people get on the train they become lifeless.I feel unconscious without you -I feel my soul has been ripped from my being as if all hope is gone. 

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Posted on October 10, 2014 at 6:27pm — 6 Comments

Rest In Peace

Rest In Peace my love

Everlasting in my memories

So dearly loved

Time will unite us

 

I will always love you

Never forgotten…

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Posted on September 28, 2014 at 4:30pm

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At 7:01pm on August 24, 2016, Lisa Maria DeMatto- Wysong said…

Hi Marie

I just read most of your poems, I had to stop, the tears were flowing. They are beautiful and you are very talented.

Lisa

At 8:24am on May 31, 2015, sunflower said…

My visit to the medium was very disappointing.  She never came through with any names which meant anything to me.  She talked about my mum being there but not her name and even though I was determined not to give any clues away she seemed to know the appropriate questions to ask to get a response she could use.  She gave an outline of Mark's personality and was completely wrong.  There were a couple of things she mentioned about static on a small radio I have which is quite a common thing making us believe to be a sign and I said he never said goodbye and she relayed the message that he had given her to say he never ever said goodbye when he had left me in the past.  I am left more upset than before I visited her and I had some aweful dreams of my mum last night.  I do not think it is something I would recommend unless the medium was well recommended.  The whole thing has actually made me physically unwell and I did not have any sense of being welcomed into the Spiritualist Church.  I went for a walk today and found myself getting angry with Mark for leaving me so alone.  If there was a hell on earth I feel I am living it.  Sorry to be so negative, I just keep getting very tearful today.

My warmest wishes to you for your interest.

At 6:51am on May 18, 2015, sunflower said…

Thank you for the lovely poem I try so hard to feel a sense of Mark around me but I just do not.  I have read that when you are initially bereaved you can want contact with your loved one too much and maybe this is true.  Today is the 21st anniversary of my dad's passing and normally Mark would come with me to the crematorium to put flowers down where my mum also is.  It is only 4 years in July since I lost her and when Mark left me because that is how I see how my loss as abandoned, I was still getting over her death.  I had been her full time  carer for many years but it was still a shock losing her.

You seem to be a very spiritual loving person and I am very grateful for your response.  All my kindest thoughts.

At 8:00pm on April 11, 2015, Mark said…

Marie, I am very sorry for the loss of your soul mate. I like to here from people that are making it through this awful process.  Thank you for the condolences and very supportive comments on my blog post.  Your poem really touched me, it's beautiful and insightful for those of us that have found our world profoundly changed.  I wish all the best.

Mark

At 9:32pm on March 23, 2015, Roger said…

Marie, Your poems a beautiful. You truly write straight from the heart. A heart that has been wounded by the temporary loss of it's mate. They comfort the soul. Souls that can't rest until they are connected once again with their other half of themselves. Thank you, for sharing your talent. May God bless you!

 
 
 

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