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Chanzy replied to Xavier's discussion I Lost My Mother this Year on July 1st...
"I'm so sorry for your lost .. I just lost my momma today to liver cancer and I feel lost and confused she was my everything and always will be I took care of her till her last breath she let me know that she knew me and my little brother were…"
Jul 28
Chanzy left a comment for Chanzy
"I'm so sorry for ur lost ... The end of cancer is the worst I used to hear stories on how bad it can get but when it comes to actually seeing ur loved ones go through it ..it's a whole new kinda of hurt that breaks u everyday they suffer…"
Jul 26
morgan left a comment for Chanzy
"You know what is helpful about this site?  Its when you hear that the experiences you have had are not isolated or abnormal.  I had yet to read anyone talk about how the lack of communication at the end was losing appetite, confused and…"
Jul 26
Chanzy joined Katherine Ellis's group
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Losing Someone to Cancer

This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
Jul 25
Chanzy is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jul 25

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About my Loss:
I'm about to lose my mom to liver cancer she's been battling it for about 6 years now but unfortunately there's nothing more they can do and she's been given weeks I'm lost I can't communicate with her she's lost her appetite and shes confused most of the time today broke my heart to hear her ask who we were to me and my little brother 💔

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At 5:53pm on July 26, 2019, Chanzy said…
I'm so sorry for ur lost ... The end of cancer is the worst I used to hear stories on how bad it can get but when it comes to actually seeing ur loved ones go through it ..it's a whole new kinda of hurt that breaks u everyday they suffer I'm to the point of I don't want to lose her I know I will be lost with out her but I can't watch her suffer anymore I feel guilty for feeling this way it's so hard to say goodbye I feel so angry .sad all at the same time
At 1:01pm on July 26, 2019, morgan said…

You know what is helpful about this site?  Its when you hear that the experiences you have had are not isolated or abnormal.  I had yet to read anyone talk about how the lack of communication at the end was losing appetite, confused and not recognizing what is going on around them.  I needed to hear that.  I am so sorry for your experience Chanzy but it gives me a little less guilt as to how my husbands death affected me at the end.  I am crying now as to how that all transpired but I want to thank you for sharing how the pain of death affects us all.  I beg the universe to relieve me of this ongoing trauma of missing my husband but I realize its not to be.  I am just glad to read that my feelings of pain are not unusual because of the circumstances that happened at the end.  

 
 
 

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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Joe, I understand what you mean.  There will never be anymore of what we did together, IT IS FINISHED."
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
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Joe Kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Strike those vacations below, they'll never be another one.  Went on a memorial cruise with my daughter and family four months after she passed because she was so looking forward to it.  It hurt enough to know they'll be no more."
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Joe Kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Yes Elynn, the loneliness.  That's painful.  They're not here and always was.  Our best friend, lover, and most precious thing we had.  We were lucky enough to spend the last 8 1/2 years together, joined at the…"
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Elynn m commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I've had a rough few weeks.   August 31st would have been our 45th wedding anniversary.   September 27 was year 4 of my husband's passing.   It's pretty lonely around here.  Its difficult to talk…"
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Joe Kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Every day for me is the same day she passed.  Not a joyful or even an ok moment.  I spend a little time with the children and grands and do my best to hide my emotions, but they all know how I am inside, even the youngest grand at age 4…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan, I feel the same as you. My sweet dog Babie J is nearing the Rainbow Bridge. I wanted stay on this earth for her. Once she passes I will do nothing to save my own soul.  "
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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi, I don't know if we can rethink our emotions that way. Our emotions are what they are, although reason can help us form our emotions and hopefully change them for the better. I don't know if my mom can hear me or not. I certainly…"
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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"How are you all doing?  I had bad last 2 days. Felt lot of guilt and cried. There were some moments which made me remember my mother.  Also I hear comforting words by a lady that people who have gone from this world can still feel your…"
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I wonder how i am managing.  Not well and to be onest today I wanted to just set a date with death. I am approaching seven years of being without him and though I function towards the outside world better and my crying has lessened but at the…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"What a horrible price to pay for love. "
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Loss of a loved one to alcohol, substance abuse or suicide

If you have lost a loved one to alcohol, substance abuse or suicide please share your story or feelings here. Share the love and beauty of the one you lost. Losing someone any of these ways is not natural and can be hard to understand and ask why? I lost my Mother to an overdose 9 years ago. She also suffered from major depression. Her doctor got her hooked on pain medication and she was addicted most of my life. These doctors who were suppose to help her ended up killing her in the end. I also…See More
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Dayna commented on Kim Darichuk's status
"I am very sorry to hear about your Mom passing. I lost my Mother to an overdose 9 years ago and just my identical twin sister last month to an overdose. My mother and I were not as close as I would have liked. The disease kept her depressed and…"
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"Lost my mom may 1st I'm 34 years old having an extremely hard time we were so so close this was so sudden and I am so lost.. I carry on"
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