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Chanzy replied to Xavier's discussion I Lost My Mother this Year on July 1st...
"I'm so sorry for your lost .. I just lost my momma today to liver cancer and I feel lost and confused she was my everything and always will be I took care of her till her last breath she let me know that she knew me and my little brother were…"
Jul 28, 2019
Chanzy left a comment for Chanzy
"I'm so sorry for ur lost ... The end of cancer is the worst I used to hear stories on how bad it can get but when it comes to actually seeing ur loved ones go through it ..it's a whole new kinda of hurt that breaks u everyday they suffer…"
Jul 26, 2019
morgan left a comment for Chanzy
"You know what is helpful about this site?  Its when you hear that the experiences you have had are not isolated or abnormal.  I had yet to read anyone talk about how the lack of communication at the end was losing appetite, confused and…"
Jul 26, 2019
Chanzy joined Katherine Ellis's group
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Losing Someone to Cancer

This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
Jul 25, 2019
Chanzy is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jul 25, 2019

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I'm about to lose my mom to liver cancer she's been battling it for about 6 years now but unfortunately there's nothing more they can do and she's been given weeks I'm lost I can't communicate with her she's lost her appetite and shes confused most of the time today broke my heart to hear her ask who we were to me and my little brother 💔

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At 5:53pm on July 26, 2019, Chanzy said…
I'm so sorry for ur lost ... The end of cancer is the worst I used to hear stories on how bad it can get but when it comes to actually seeing ur loved ones go through it ..it's a whole new kinda of hurt that breaks u everyday they suffer I'm to the point of I don't want to lose her I know I will be lost with out her but I can't watch her suffer anymore I feel guilty for feeling this way it's so hard to say goodbye I feel so angry .sad all at the same time
At 1:01pm on July 26, 2019, morgan said…

You know what is helpful about this site?  Its when you hear that the experiences you have had are not isolated or abnormal.  I had yet to read anyone talk about how the lack of communication at the end was losing appetite, confused and not recognizing what is going on around them.  I needed to hear that.  I am so sorry for your experience Chanzy but it gives me a little less guilt as to how my husbands death affected me at the end.  I am crying now as to how that all transpired but I want to thank you for sharing how the pain of death affects us all.  I beg the universe to relieve me of this ongoing trauma of missing my husband but I realize its not to be.  I am just glad to read that my feelings of pain are not unusual because of the circumstances that happened at the end.  

 
 
 

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Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Maybe open yourself up, try to ride that love and passion I see in you. You loved your husband so deeply, focus on that. Maybe we are still here because we need to evolve a bit more or do something that God wants us to do. looking back I feel you…"
13 minutes ago
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Exactly If We are wrong we won’t know it, but we do know that we are energy (souls), basic physics says energy cannot be destroyed. Anything is better than existing here in this void!"
38 minutes ago
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"If you focus on the light and the good, that’s is God! I have felt it, I don’t know anything about plans or why people get taken before others but I do know that wherever that next realm  is I’m ready to go I am not…"
54 minutes ago
bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"That's great that you have no doubt about the existence of an afterlife. I doubt there's a god, but if there is one I'm not convinced it's a loving God, as it allowed my husband to die young(-ish) and one week after our wedding.…"
3 hours ago
Jeff C replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Morgan, Over the years I have thought that Bluebird gets it much more than almost everyone who has written about this - at least from my point of view. At the root of this, I think, it's the absence of their presence that hurts so much.  I…"
3 hours ago
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"bluebird I can’t help but hold out hope in reading all these entries from people that some of them made it to the next realm. That is the reason we don’t hear from some anymore, because they passed on with with their loved ones.  I…"
7 hours ago
bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Thank you, Joe. It does help a little bit."
9 hours ago
morgan replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Jeff,  Amazing isn't it?  I keep asking myself how it is I could still hurt so much from having my husband no longer with me on this earthly plane.  Not because I don't know it isn't possible but more, what is it that…"
9 hours ago
Joe Kelly replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Bluebird, I believe that every consciousness/spirit/soul is immortal.  I, or no one in our limited dimensional world can prove that right or wrong.  I can't prove my OBE either.  All I can do is share it.  Your original post…"
11 hours ago
bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Joe, Thank you. I hope with everything in my soul that you are right about that, and I wish I shared your faith in that regard. If you and I have already discussed this, I apologise for repeating myself (my memory is not what it once was, and my…"
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bluebird left a comment for Martee
"I saw both of your posts on my profile. If nothing else, maybe rock-climbing and the like will help to distract you for a little while. And you're right, it is absolutely not fair that our beloved partners have died. I know that my husband and…"
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M Adams replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Hope these rituals bring comfort to you, Martee.  I have kept the ashes of my husband as well, just don’t want to part with them.  It has been more than three years since his death — but I don’t feel like there is a…"
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Joe Kelly replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Reading your posts, and many who post here, I think you're going to be joyously surprised when you pass over. "The worst thing about all of this is not knowing if my sweet, wonderful husband's soul still exists, as it…"
yesterday
Martee left a comment for Marjorie Willcox
"So sorry for your loss and pain, my soulmate died 1/29/20, been so bad for me to. I don’t let people know too much, no way I want to be taken out of my house. I feel like some people just want to watch me crash and are more nosey than…"
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bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Joe, Thank you for your posts. Even though you don't have absolute proof of an afterlife, your out-of-body experience seems to have provided you with some level of surety, which I think is wonderful, and I must admit I'm jealous of you for…"
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Joe Kelly replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Bluebird, It doesn't make it easier so to speak.  What will help is when I allow my doctor to do some imaging, in the weeks or perhaps a couple of months ahead, I'll let him scan me, and since now I know something is spreading…"
yesterday
Josephine Crawford commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Thanks Ammy. I sometimes feel guilty when I am happy. Yes it takes time. Continued to all."
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Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"I kept my husband’s ashes, I keep them next to me all day, move them to his nightstand at night. Been 3 weeks..."
yesterday
Joe Kelly replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Bluebird, Time to go to cemetery but will reply later today."
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bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Joe, I wish I had your faith/assurance that there is an afterlife in which we will be reunited with our loves. I so hope that you are right about that. I think it would make this a tiny bit easier for me if I knew beyond any doubt that my husband…"
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