Snow Bunny Saves Us from S'kNoW' Blindness * O

 aww..and I thought that after receiving an ok to download the beta test for Warlords of Draenor that I was already 'chosen' to be an ALPHA beta tester * ( however i have to still wait and see if I'm one of the lucky ones to be invited via email * )

I LOVE THIS AMAZING GAME. It's SOULFULLY SOOTHING Music and FANTASTIC Animation has helped Heal me following 5 Family Deaths since 2010. Thankyou Blizzard's Incredible Team of Artists & Computer Technicians for Helping to Ease my EmOtIoNaL pAiN and noT think about my Losses of Employment and 5 Family Members by 'eScApInG' REALITY through it Everyday for the past 4 YEARS since going 'home' in the dead of winter (February 3 - 23, 2013) to be at my Hard Working Former RCAF Airforce Mechanic Belated Father's side as he lay dying and disintegrating into an Auschwitz 'survivor'.

My 79 year old Father Never complained once about his DNA's hidden 'inhertance' accelerated via the Cancer Causing chemical 'food' preservatives and his food DiSoRdEd fueled by a sugar AdDiCtIoN Facing Everyone who Hopefully don'T end up with this DiSeAsE. He never 'asked' for anything, not even a blanket until I arrived at the 'hospice' my 'Mother', 'brother' and 'sister' exhiled him into after Christmas 2009 out of his home where he wanted to die instead,

My Father didn't want to 'bother' the hospice 'care workers', none of whom even checked to see if he needed anything all day while 10 of them stood around the front desk at the far end.

For nearly 2 months, my 79 year young Father lay in Silent Stoic Soldierly Silence from the Ravages of Cancer, being the TRUE SOLDIER he was passing away after 6 hours of collapsing into a coma, which was AGONIZING to witness and be completely POWERLESS to do anything about it even though I HAD to be like SUPERMAN to 'survive' my 'family's endless INsensitive Abuses.

The Amazing thing I want to share here is that after coming back home to 'my' 'apartment', I found the World of Warcraft or perhaps it 'found' and 'saved' me.

While my father was in a coma, a snow white rabbit suddenly appeared and hopped towards his hospice window. My Best Friend, a former Nurse now Suffering in Agony herself from Deteriorating Knees after 40 Years of Comforting, Caring For & Lifting Thousands of Hospital Patients later told me that this was a First Nations belief that animals appear before we leave this world to be Accompanied Back to the Great Spirit from which ALL Lives Enter and Leave this World.

It was completely Amazing, how upon coming back home and 'eScApInG' into the World of Warcraft, that one night, a snow white rabbit suddenly appeared on my computer screen in the snows NE of Ironforge ! I took this as a sign that my Belated Father was coming to give me a Sign that he was in the Spirit World, which is somehow 'connected' (?) to this one via the World of Warcraft. Call me StRaNgE or 'simply' another 'cRaZy' ArTiSt, if you 'must'. Your Time Will Certainly Come for You and Your Loved Ones, whether you 'expect' it or noT..NO ONE 'knows' The Hour" as Jesus Christ is quoted to have said,

"...Be Ready at Any Hour

36"But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father alone. 37"For the coming of the Son of Man will be just like the days of Noah..."

http://biblehub.com/matthew/24-36.htm

https://www.google.ca/?gfe_rd=cr&ei=btOtU9mEIOmV8QeW7oGgCQ&...


Rest in Peace Dad. I Will Always Love You. Thankyou for Accepting me even though we didn'T 'connect' when I was a 'child' until the last 10 years Thanks to Rhetty, a Birth Mother still Hoping to Reunite with her First Born, now 44 year old Birth Son whom she had NO choice but to 'give' up for Adoption, the LOSS of which has Never Left Her or the Millions of Birth Mothers and their now adult children who Suffer On Many LeVeLs and Hopefully Shall be Healed through Mother Child Reunions. Her Incredibly Sensitive Insight and Respect for Feelings of What True Love Is for ALL of us has guided me to know the TRUTH is 'simple'..IF WE ONLY BELIEVE WE DESERVE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED * )

http://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/group/ilovemydad

Thankyou Blizzard's Artists and Animators for Creating and Bringing My Father's Spirit Back to Life via  the Snow Bunny that Has Helped Heal & Protect me from the Coldness of my 'family' S'kNoW' blindness.

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