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Hi again mom,
I"m sitting here thinking about the weekend and torn between being glad I can be away from people and worried that I will have a panic attack while I stay in our house all alone.
I"m still praying that you are in a wonderful place, a place you deserve.
I"m still angry at the cancer doctors and think they should have made your treatments a lot less severe. Someday, I may forgive them, but right now I feel lots of anger.
I"m also angry at life in general. Why in the world are we born - just to endure this torture of watching our loved ones die? I"m not happy.