August 2009 Blog Posts (10)

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The Gift

The Gift

© Lea Gomez

I will never say goodbye to you my Father

cause I know this is not the end for us to see each other.

You will only be going to a place where there’s no pain nor suffering.

I am happy for you, for you will be with God.

For now we need to go in separate ways.

I remember how your arms hold me and give me strength.

You were always there to listen, love, and defend me in everything.

You were my very best friend.

In my triumphs… Continue

Added by Tiffany Jacobsen on August 31, 2009 at 8:34pm — No Comments

Alone?

Am i alone? I certainly feel it. Along with an extreme amount of guilt for not being able to help my dad when he was dying, anger at my sister for hiding downstairs while it was happening. Regret that my older brother and sister hadn't seen him for a month. Confusion that i had a normal conversation with him, said i love you and goodnight, and half an hour later he was gone.
All of these feelings that i have had before in other circumstances, yet personifed by a thousand.
I need help.

Added by Benny Shipton on August 31, 2009 at 4:19pm — 4 Comments

Daddy.....

Dad as I sit here letting the tears fall hoping you really are watching over me in heaven, I realize how sad I am that you are no longer here on earth and that I'll never see or hear you again.



You were my hero are my hero daddy. You always had my back, answered any question I had, helped me learn how to dream, imagine, smile, laugh, talk, walk, etc.



I flew home to be by your side in the hospital because I love you so much. I didn't believe them when they said dad's dying,… Continue

Added by Nacole Walls on August 31, 2009 at 12:39pm — 1 Comment

My Dad.

6 months ago my dad died suddenly of a heart attack. Only me and my younger sister were in the house at the time. We were both in our rooms when we heard a crash out on the landing, and went out to see on the floor. I cant properly remember the next hour or so, but i remember sending my sister to ring for help, while i tried to resusitate him. People keep telling me that unless the ambulance there straight away then there is hardly any chance of success. I dont know whether to believe them or… Continue

Added by Benny Shipton on August 30, 2009 at 10:45pm — 2 Comments

I wish you were still here dad

I used to be able to ask him anything -- he was always there for me no matter what. It feels so strange to have that ripped away from me so suddenly. For the past week I've been dealing with it by avoiding any reminder that he's gone. Now it feels so overwhelming. I want to talk to him more than anything in the world. Where's my best friend? Where's my protector? Where's the person that's always been there? A part of me simply doesn't understand it. He can't be gone -- he just… Continue

Added by Cat Bailey on August 29, 2009 at 5:00am — 5 Comments

i didnt write this poem but it really touched me alot its called dont tell me Don't tell me that you understand Don't tell me that you know, Don't tell me that I will survive Or how I will sur…

i didnt write this poem but it really touched me alot

its called dont tell me















Don't tell me that you understand

Don't tell me that you know,

Don't tell me that I will survive

Or how I will surely grow.



Don't tell me that this is just a test

That I am truly blessed

That I am chosen for this task

Apart from all the rest.



Don't come at me with answers

That can only come from me,

Don't… Continue

Added by kimberly rowe on August 22, 2009 at 10:43pm — 1 Comment

its been two whole months since the last time i heard his voice (letter to cody)

dear , CoDy

This week has been really hard. cant seem to focus on anything with out thinking of you and getting sad. I really dont know how im gonna get through this. Everybody said it will get better in time but it only seems to be getting worse. I miss you cody and right now i need you bad, the baby is sick and school is getting harder to finish with everything going on. Im going crazy life is really hard with out you here i didnt know how bad i did need you but now i do. I love you and… Continue

Added by kimberly rowe on August 22, 2009 at 10:28pm — 2 Comments

Saturday: Pizza night with dad

Saturday always meant pizza night with dad. We've been getting pizza and watching a movie as a family every Saturday night for years. When my mom got stomach cancer last year, we started going to coffee together Saturday evenings prior to picking up the pizza. He wanted to get me out of the house and distract me. We talked about everything -- our love for the British television show "Doctor Who"; my plans for the future (I'm studying to be an animator); his plans for the various science fiction… Continue

Added by Cat Bailey on August 8, 2009 at 9:52pm — No Comments

Today is Friday, my dad, my best friend in the world, died Monday

My dad is the most wonderful person in the world. We shared everything. We like all the same movies, books, food ... . I knew I was always first in his mind. He was always concerned if I wasn't happy, and he tried everything to fix my problems should they arise. He made time to talk with me, and he was never angry if I disrupted him. I would scratch his back at night, and we would talk into the wee hours of the morning. He would always say, "I know I don't want this to end, but you should get… Continue

Added by Cat Bailey on August 7, 2009 at 12:00pm — 11 Comments

I miss my sister very much

I recently lost my sister about a month ago. She died from complications of a heart defect she was born with. She would have been 42 in three weeks. I can't sleep and I have nightmares about her death. She was not only my sister but my best friend. my heart feels like it has been torn in two and I feel like she took a part of me with her. Everyone keeps telling me that she is in a better place and I know that but it doesn't help me. At times i feel like I can't even catch my breath that i miss… Continue

Added by ginger darlene masters on August 5, 2009 at 7:24pm — 2 Comments

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