"The relationship with my father was more than strained, for many years. I came from a dysfunctional family that is over 5 miles long. I hated my father for years. I don't want to get into the specifics as to why. Let's just say, "The…"
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Penny Caywood
- 42, Female
- Channelview, TX
- United States
- Blog Posts (4)
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- Groups (3)
- Photos (8)
- Photo Albums (5)
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Penny Caywood's Groups
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I love my Dad.
403 members
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Multiple Losses Group
304 members
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Too Young To Die
12 members
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"Theme of my series is fantasy adventure. "
"Diana,
I'm just now getting to the point where I can actually grieve my father. When Jeremy passed away (this was not intentional), it was like the idea of grieving dad took a back seat to the grief over my husband. Problem is, it's been 2…"
"It's nice to have a distraction. What is the theme of your 3 book novel series?"
"Hi Penny, You can search for groups to join. Right now I know the most active is Zoom Grief Support and grief counseling but I am sure there are others. Most times you can post a comment to the group and it will alert the group that a…"
From 2/7/2019 to 4/13/2020
On February 7, 2020 my father passed. Two months and two days later on April 9, my husband passed. That December, my nephew was murdered. In March of 2020, my aunt passed. One year and four days after the loss of my husband, my ex fiance passed. He and I had finally gotten to a maturity level where we could be friends after we broke up. Our relationship ended in January of 1997, and our daughter was 15 years old before we became friends. I guess it was better late than never. See More
Multiple Losses Group
I am creating this site for the many of us who have suffered several losses. I lost my mom, dad, grandma(2nd mom), grandpa, my beloved dog and divorce.Many of us have lost more than one person or event.Come share!See More
This year
I have no idea how I'm going to remember Jeremy this year. I didn't get the opportunity to do anything for him because I was homeless. There is no grave, he was cremated. I know one thing though, my boyfriend is awesomely cool with my grieving my husband. On May 5, 2019, I said goodbye to Jeremy for the last time during the rest of my time here on Earth. My best friend, Sarah, lost her mom on May 7, 2019. Which, ironically, was the day my parents were married, but in 1978. See More
"Jeremy and I in 2015
I don't know why this picture is my favorite (then &now), but it's the one I use to show others. "
"Jennifer,
My husband was only 34 years old when he passed away in April of 2019. I completely empathize with you because the last thing that had ever crossed my mind, when he didn't answer his phone, was that he was gone. Yet, he will be gone…"
Too Young To Die
My fiancé was hit by a car while biking last year, he would had turn 28 that month. Nobody deserve to die in an young age.See More
Journal Entries
I've been working on my 3-book novel series, which is something else I have been doing to keep my mind busy. The other distraction I've been trying to adopt has been coming here and posting a journal entry once a week. The problem has been that I continually forget. So, I'm going to make an event in my calendar on my phone to post here on a daily basis. See More
Profile Information
- About Me:
- A mother of 3 adult children and I have 1 grandchild. I'm trying to start school and get my Doctorate in Counseling Psychology focusing on Addictions Recovery.
- About my Loss:
- My husband passed away last April in a car accident caused by distracted driving. He was only 34 years old, and I was left without my soulmate.
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This year
I have no idea how I'm going to remember Jeremy this year. I didn't get the opportunity to do anything for him because I was homeless. There is no grave, he was cremated. I know one thing though, my boyfriend is awesomely cool with my grieving my husband. On May 5, 2019, I said goodbye to Jeremy for the last time during the rest of my time here on Earth. My best friend, Sarah, lost her mom on May 7, 2019. Which, ironically, was the day…
ContinuePosted on January 15, 2021 at 2:32pm
Journal Entries
I've been working on my 3-book novel series, which is something else I have been doing to keep my mind busy. The other distraction I've been trying to adopt has been coming here and posting a journal entry once a week. The problem has been that I continually forget. So, I'm going to make an event in my calendar on my phone to post here on a daily basis.
Posted on January 13, 2021 at 8:59pm — 3 Comments
My Journaling Habits
I've never been the kind of person who was on top of a daily entry in a journal. So, if I don't journal every day, I will be more deliberate about making an entry at least weekly.
I'm posting this, and starting a new blog/journaling post, immediately after.
Posted on January 8, 2021 at 12:10am
The unfortunate fact about the last 20 is: On February 7, 2019, I lost my father. 2 months and 2 days later on April 9, 2019 I lost my husband, best friend and soulmate, Jeremy. My nephew Keith was…
The unfortunate fact about the last 20 is:
On February 7, 2019, I lost my father. 2 months and 2 days later on April 9, 2019 I lost my husband, best friend and soulmate, Jeremy. My nephew Keith was murdered in December of 2019. In March of 2020, I lost my dad's sister, Beth. On April 13, 2020 my friend and ex fianceè, Wayne passed away. Wanna talk about trauma to the fullest extent? I was under the impression that death comes in threes. Yeah right.
My father…
ContinuePosted on January 4, 2021 at 9:26pm — 1 Comment
Comment Wall (1 comment)
- At 10:53am on January 16, 2021,
Diana, Grief Recovery Coach said…
Hi Penny, You can search for groups to join. Right now I know the most active is Zoom Grief Support and grief counseling but I am sure there are others. Most times you can post a comment to the group and it will alert the group that a comment has been made and some will come back to the group and respond. Also you can look through the list of members and you can add them as a friend - they will have to accept on their end. Glad you are here Penny and let me know how I can be of help.
Groups
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Zoom Grief Support
14 members
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I love my Dad.
403 members
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Disenfranchised grief
45 members
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Multiple Losses Group
304 members
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Too Young To Die
12 members
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fur kids
4 members
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Grief Counseling
132 members
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Losing Someone to Cancer
622 members
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Lost My Spouse...
376 members
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The Pain of Loss And Har…
5 members
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Widowed with young child…
29 members
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Homicide Survivors Group
18 members
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death of an ex
5 members
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Sole Survivors
12 members
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Missing My Life's Partner
1 member
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"The relationship with my father was more than strained, for many years. I came from a dysfunctional family that is over 5 miles long. I hated my father for years. I don't want to get into the specifics as to why. Let's just say, "The…"
"Theme of my series is fantasy adventure. "
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