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Diana, Grief Counselor left a comment for samantha
"To change your Profile Photo. Click the “Settings” link in the upper right corner of the page.  On your Profile Settings page, click the “Choose File” button next to the Photo field, which will allow you to…"
Nov 14, 2016
samantha commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I can not eat hardly anything. I lost four lbs in just one wk. I feel as though i am still in shock. One minute i come close to accepting she is gone but then i go right back to being in disbelief. The last memory i have of my mom haunts me. The…"
Nov 4, 2016
samantha commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"The 14 will mark two month's since my mom suddenly passed. The i"
Nov 4, 2016
Diana, Grief Counselor and samantha are now friends
Oct 25, 2016
Heather left a comment for samantha
"I appreciate the words that you said and I totally understand when you say you feel like you will never be ok again...Reach out when you can to whoever you feel comfortable sharing your grief with...I sincerely hope that they will sit with you and…"
Oct 22, 2016
samantha left a comment for Heather
"I am sorry for your loss as well. Thank you for your kind words. Sometimes i feel like i will never be okay again"
Oct 22, 2016
Heather left a comment for samantha
"I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that you are not alone in this and we all understand what it is like to lose your one and only Mom. It's been almost 4 months since my Mom died and I have never felt more lost or angry in my life.…"
Oct 21, 2016
samantha commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"My grief and pain of my mom's death is consuming me. It's been a little over a month and i am in such a dark place and see no light."
Oct 20, 2016
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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....
Oct 20, 2016
samantha commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"samantha It has been just over a month since my mom's sudden death. She died from renal failure, sepsis, pneumonia aspiration and heart failure. I feel so lost and in such a dark place. I can't see any light. I don't feel her around…"
Oct 17, 2016
samantha joined Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group
Oct 17, 2016
samantha commented on Rachel Lynn Schuler's group How To Deal With Loss Over Time
"It has been just over a month since my mom's sudden death. She died from renal failure, sepsis, pneumonia aspiration and heart failure. I feel so lost and in such a dark place. I can't see any light. I don't feel her around me like…"
Oct 17, 2016
samantha joined Rachel Lynn Schuler's group
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How To Deal With Loss Over Time

I am having a very hard time accepting the loss of my mother....I want to start this group to discuss how we can best cope with the loss of our loved ones as time goes on....it would be good to get ideas and to talk about
Oct 17, 2016
samantha posted a status
"It is just over a month sinve i found my mom dying on her bathroom floor. I still can not cope. Is there something wrong with me??"
Oct 17, 2016
samantha is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Oct 6, 2016

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About Me:
I am 29. I have two kids. Not married.
About my Loss:
I lost my mom almost three wks ago. I feel like it's my fault she is dead. I can not cope or stop crying.

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At 4:19pm on November 14, 2016, Diana, Grief Counselor said…

To change your Profile Photo. Click the “Settings” link in the upper right corner of the page.  On your Profile Settings page, click the “Choose File” button next to the Photo field, which will allow you to choose the photo you want to upload from your computer. When you upload a new photo, the old one will be deleted.

Once you’ve got your new Profile Photo selected, scroll down and click “Save” to confirm the change!  And that's it.  Let me know if you have any other questions.  

At 5:52pm on October 22, 2016, Heather said…
I appreciate the words that you said and I totally understand when you say you feel like you will never be ok again...Reach out when you can to whoever you feel comfortable sharing your grief with...I sincerely hope that they will sit with you and hold your grief with understanding and care. All too often people are so uncomfortable with death...they think if they call you/visit you it will just remind you of your loss and make it worse. What they don't realize is that it is not possible to hurt anymore than we already do. I was so hurt by old childhood friends that I thought would contact me after Mom died but I heard nothing at all from anyone. I just don't understand how you can not at least Acknowledge the loss...
Anyway, please take the time ( I know it's hard when you are a Mom and doing things on your own), a few minutes here and there, to stop and breathe and look after you:-). You deserve that!
At 12:14pm on October 21, 2016, Heather said…
I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that you are not alone in this and we all understand what it is like to lose your one and only Mom. It's been almost 4 months since my Mom died and I have never felt more lost or angry in my life. Regrets of things left unsaid weigh heavy... wish everyday I could have just one more day, one more moment. Sending light, hugs, and strength to you.
 
 
 

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Nancy Dynes commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Tanya, I just read your post from yesterday. You are SO right!! I have some clothing of my mom's tucked away that I am keeping. One piece is a shirt she used to wear in the 60's that I remember so clearly from when I was a little girl. I…"
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Nancy Dynes commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I'm so sorry, Theresa. It's too bad the lot of us don't live nearer together so we could meet and support one another. One thing I've learned through this is that there are people in our lives who can be thoughtless and…"
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Nancy Dynes commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Bluebell, I can relate so well to this. I can't tell you how many times I have said and felt these exact same things. I'd see a recipe that looked good and start to call my mom to tell her about it, I'd create a piece of art but she…"
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BLUEBELL commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I went out shopping with a friend today. When I saw a pretty wind chime, I found myself thinking "Mom would like that". But there is no more Mom to get presents for. I miss her. I want her back. I wish this was all a very long, horrible…"
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catherine bailey commented on Jodi Denton's group Traumatic loss of an only child
"It really helps to communicate with others who have experienced the same loss, so thanks to all who answered my post.  Lenny, Connie and Kim - we all understand each other.  Today was a better day for me - some days are like that.…"
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Lenny commented on Jodi Denton's group Traumatic loss of an only child
"Dear Connie, Katherine and Kim I fully understand the bereft feelings and I also have been anxious about precious moments of our daughters and where they will end up when we pass. The pain of losing our only child never ends , even when we appear to…"
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Connie K commented on Jodi Denton's group Traumatic loss of an only child
"Dear Catherine I feel the very same way. I have everything form my son's baby things, through elementary and high school. He died at age 17 and never got to even graduate, drive a car by himself, well you know....I have things of mine I wanted…"
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cin po commented on Valentina Jolley's blog post Letter to you; my other half in heaven
"I too have regrets and your post deeply resonated with me. I wish I spent more time with him. I wished I laughed more with him. I wish I talked to him more. It's too late now.  I will never be the same. I am trying to help myself in little…"
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cin po left a comment for Fran
"Hi Fran, I am forced to do all of these things as quick as I can because I have to go back to work soon. I am trying to finish all of the paperwork. I was forced to do things quickly even though I am so emotionally distraught. My world stopped when…"
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cin po commented on cin po's blog post Talking to people about my loss & grief helps me
"Hi Jewels, I am so sad that your husband died a sudden death. My partner and I had a conversation about what's the worst thing that could happen to him. We talked about it for hours and we cried a lot that night. In a way we were saying…"
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kim commented on Jodi Denton's group Traumatic loss of an only child
"Catherine, I to lost my only child my son in 2014. im not doing good, I pray to die everyday. theres no life with out my son for me.  shawn is the love of my life.  my depression is getting worse, my loneliness emptiness.  im so very…"
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Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Heather, yes I do, I have no one, my husband doesn't even want to hear me talk about it, he ignores me when I do I have not had a dream about her yet To me it seems like everyone thinks I should just move on, but I'm not ready, I have…"
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Heather commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I do the same thing, at least several times a day. My Mom was a diabetic so I had to take the used testing strips back to the pharmacy the other day. I actually sat In the car hugging it, something of hers that I have to let go of and it made me so…"
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Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I just had to say when I get in bed at night I have such a hard time - I cry mostly every night and I remember that every night when i used to talk to my mom on the phone when we were hanging up she would say love you...And I think to myself who…"
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"So very sorry for your loss. Please accept my friendship I will be here for u to listen if not anything else."
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catherine bailey commented on Jodi Denton's group Traumatic loss of an only child
"I lost my only son, aged 28, in November 2014.  On the surface I am doing well, and I am functioning on a day to day basis just fine.  But every day it replays in my mind how the police came to my door to say Scott had 'passed…"
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