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Diana, Grief Counselor left a comment for samantha
"To change your Profile Photo. Click the “Settings” link in the upper right corner of the page.  On your Profile Settings page, click the “Choose File” button next to the Photo field, which will allow you to…"
Nov 14, 2016
samantha commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I can not eat hardly anything. I lost four lbs in just one wk. I feel as though i am still in shock. One minute i come close to accepting she is gone but then i go right back to being in disbelief. The last memory i have of my mom haunts me. The…"
Nov 4, 2016
samantha commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"The 14 will mark two month's since my mom suddenly passed. The i"
Nov 4, 2016
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Oct 25, 2016
Heather left a comment for samantha
"I appreciate the words that you said and I totally understand when you say you feel like you will never be ok again...Reach out when you can to whoever you feel comfortable sharing your grief with...I sincerely hope that they will sit with you and…"
Oct 22, 2016
samantha left a comment for Heather
"I am sorry for your loss as well. Thank you for your kind words. Sometimes i feel like i will never be okay again"
Oct 22, 2016
Heather left a comment for samantha
"I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that you are not alone in this and we all understand what it is like to lose your one and only Mom. It's been almost 4 months since my Mom died and I have never felt more lost or angry in my life.…"
Oct 21, 2016
samantha commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"My grief and pain of my mom's death is consuming me. It's been a little over a month and i am in such a dark place and see no light."
Oct 20, 2016
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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....
Oct 20, 2016
samantha commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"samantha It has been just over a month since my mom's sudden death. She died from renal failure, sepsis, pneumonia aspiration and heart failure. I feel so lost and in such a dark place. I can't see any light. I don't feel her around…"
Oct 17, 2016
samantha joined Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group
Oct 17, 2016
samantha commented on Rachel Lynn Schuler's group How To Deal With Loss Over Time
"It has been just over a month since my mom's sudden death. She died from renal failure, sepsis, pneumonia aspiration and heart failure. I feel so lost and in such a dark place. I can't see any light. I don't feel her around me like…"
Oct 17, 2016
samantha joined Rachel Lynn Schuler's group
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How To Deal With Loss Over Time

I am having a very hard time accepting the loss of my mother....I want to start this group to discuss how we can best cope with the loss of our loved ones as time goes on....it would be good to get ideas and to talk about
Oct 17, 2016
samantha posted a status
"It is just over a month sinve i found my mom dying on her bathroom floor. I still can not cope. Is there something wrong with me??"
Oct 17, 2016
samantha is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Oct 6, 2016

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About Me:
I am 29. I have two kids. Not married.
About my Loss:
I lost my mom almost three wks ago. I feel like it's my fault she is dead. I can not cope or stop crying.

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At 4:19pm on November 14, 2016, Diana, Grief Counselor said…

To change your Profile Photo. Click the “Settings” link in the upper right corner of the page.  On your Profile Settings page, click the “Choose File” button next to the Photo field, which will allow you to choose the photo you want to upload from your computer. When you upload a new photo, the old one will be deleted.

Once you’ve got your new Profile Photo selected, scroll down and click “Save” to confirm the change!  And that's it.  Let me know if you have any other questions.  

At 5:52pm on October 22, 2016, Heather said…
I appreciate the words that you said and I totally understand when you say you feel like you will never be ok again...Reach out when you can to whoever you feel comfortable sharing your grief with...I sincerely hope that they will sit with you and hold your grief with understanding and care. All too often people are so uncomfortable with death...they think if they call you/visit you it will just remind you of your loss and make it worse. What they don't realize is that it is not possible to hurt anymore than we already do. I was so hurt by old childhood friends that I thought would contact me after Mom died but I heard nothing at all from anyone. I just don't understand how you can not at least Acknowledge the loss...
Anyway, please take the time ( I know it's hard when you are a Mom and doing things on your own), a few minutes here and there, to stop and breathe and look after you:-). You deserve that!
At 12:14pm on October 21, 2016, Heather said…
I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that you are not alone in this and we all understand what it is like to lose your one and only Mom. It's been almost 4 months since my Mom died and I have never felt more lost or angry in my life. Regrets of things left unsaid weigh heavy... wish everyday I could have just one more day, one more moment. Sending light, hugs, and strength to you.
 
 
 

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Joy replied to Joy's discussion Missing mama every day! in the group Adult Daughters grieving the death of her Mother
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