Kelsie
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At a young age I lost my mother to breast cancer it was the hardest thing I had to witness. About two years later I came home and found my dad, he had died unexpectedly due to a heart attack.

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At 10:27am on September 14, 2014, Karen B said…

Sorry to hear that Kelsie..I also lost my Dad to a heart attack last Oct he was  on a biking(pedal) trip with my Mom when it happened..I miss him sooo much.

At 2:27pm on April 20, 2013, Bonnie Jacobs said…

Thank you for your caring.  You can contact me anytime for any reason.  I am here to help.  You are right that it is not easy for me right now.  I get so depressed knowing that my daughter will be gone very soon and there is nothing I can do about it.  This happened on Dec. 15 and her birthday was Dec. 22.  This will make it doubly difficult each year when her birthday comes along.  Again, thanks for your support.

 

At 1:43pm on April 19, 2013, Bonnie Jacobs said…

The greif never goes away completly.  Holidays, birthdays and other landmark days are hard.  I lost my grandmother thirty four years ago and will never get over it as we were so close.  I lost my best friend in high school (I was the one to find him) and I lost the love of my life on his tour in Viet Nam.  I am now losing my daughter to a severe asthma attack due to drug use.  If there is anything I can do for you Kelsie just let me know.  I also live in Columbus, Grandview to be more specific.

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It's been a couple months

Lately I have been struggling and going through a rough time again. My moms anniversary was last week and i've been so busy with life that i'm having a hard time to keep myself floating above water. I feel this rage in me that i'm trying to control. I cant help but be in a bad mood right now and being around people certainly doesn't help. This loss is a big one because my mother was my best friend as a child and i had to grow up without her. I'm at a loss at what to do at this point, i'm…

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Posted on February 15, 2014 at 11:42pm

Another year

Another year since my father has been gone will be creeping up again. For everyone else it will be just a normal day they are trying to get through, but not me, it’s another year without my dad around. It should get easier as every passing year goes by but it doesn't for me, it just reminds me of all the things I didn't get to do with my father. It reminds me that I've been cheated out of having a semi normal life. The demons I’m battling are so big it’s hard not to have them going through…

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Posted on September 21, 2013 at 9:23pm

Week of turning 20

This week I will officially be out of the teen years and turn 20 years old and I have to say a revelation came upon me and I can’t believe I have actually made it to 20. There has been many times where I’ve wanted to just give up and not continue because life has not been so easy for me to say the least. The of the main things that consume me the deaths of my parents to not have them here for me is just tremendously hard. I think about them every day and wonder if they would be proud of…

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Posted on September 8, 2013 at 12:57am

Struggling

I am finding myself struggling lately. I'm at a point where i'm stuck and I don'y know what my next move will be because I live in fear most of the time. I am only 19 and living without parents is a constant struggle for me. As i was in 5th grade when my mom died and I witnessed her battle with cancer and her last breath. I was in 8th grade when I lost my dad and it was completely unexpected. I came home from school one day and found him. Since they has been gone I've been through a heck of…

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