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Jo commented on Becky H's blog post Bad news comes in threes
"Aww, that must be terribly difficult to deal with all those different losses! I hope Some good news comes your way soon <3"
Sep 6, 2012
Jo posted a blog post

Just another "normal" lonely night full of thoughts

I think I've come to the conclusion that I may actually need to do something about the way I've been feeling. I'm not so sure it is "normal", whatever that means anymore. It's been 2 and a half years since she has been gone. That is two and a half years of raw painful grieving. I just keep thinking it has to lighten sometime but the truth is its just getting worse.Truthfully, If it was acceptable for me to stay home and in my bed crying and sleeping instead of moving on with my life, I would.…See More
Sep 6, 2012
Jo commented on Jennifer Blackwood's blog post Life without mom
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Aug 28, 2012
Jo commented on Jo's blog post Life without mom
"Thank you all for your comments and thoughts"
Aug 28, 2012
Jo is now friends with Jayne and Brenda Ann
Aug 28, 2012
Jayne commented on Jo's blog post Life without mom
"Jo, I too lost my mom this July. It has been so hard to cope. She meant the world to me and I find myself crying all the time. I read what you wrote and I am touched and could feel the pain. you can write to me if you would like to. I would like to…"
Aug 27, 2012
Becky H commented on Jo's blog post Life without mom
"Lisa, that poem was very beautiful, and it too gave me some comfort. I believe my father is trying to let me know he is here, and is ok. My surround sound system keeps coming on by itself and its never done that before now. So it does make me…"
Aug 27, 2012
Lisa commented on Jo's blog post Life without mom
"Hi Jo I know all too well what you have been going through. I am 39 and my beloved Mom passed away on January 18th of this year. We were very close and the loss shattered me. For months I had to force myself to get out of bed in the…"
Aug 27, 2012
Jayne commented on Jo's blog post Life without mom
"I feel so lost about losing my mom several weeks ago. my mom was my  best friend. my people do not understand how I feel. the pain is bad. this site has been helpful."
Aug 27, 2012
Jo joined Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group
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Lost Without My Mom

My mom died, August 17, 2009 of an apparent heart attack from heart failure. Her doctors never told me how sick she was and so I was blown away and am heart sick and lost without her.
Aug 27, 2012
Jo posted a blog post

Life without mom

I've never really blogged before but I used to keep a journal. This is all new to me but I figured it was time to Get my feelings out somehow.It has been two and a half years since my mom died. I have been on the worst ride of my life these past few years. I feel as though I am at a stand still like I will never feel better. I just keep wishing she were here. I just can't help feeling bitter and angry that she's gone.I am 23 years old but I feel like a child . I just feel so alone. I feel like…See More
Aug 26, 2012
Jo commented on Bella Mcgill's blog post will the pain ever stop
"It sounds as though your mother was a very strong woman! I often wonder why bad things happen to such amazing people. I can relate. My mother passed away in February 2010 at a young age and also live a difficult life. I am most days still completely…"
Aug 26, 2012
Jo joined Karen's group
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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....
Aug 26, 2012
Jo is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Aug 25, 2012

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22 years old living in Ontario , Canada.
About my Loss:
I lost my mother February 17, 2010. She was very sick and died at a young age. I miss her everyday still and am having a very hard time coping.

Jo's Blog

Just another "normal" lonely night full of thoughts

I think I've come to the conclusion that I may actually need to do something about the way I've been feeling. I'm not so sure it is "normal", whatever that means anymore. It's been 2 and a half years since she has been gone. That is two and a half years of raw painful grieving. I just keep thinking it has to lighten sometime but the truth is its just getting worse.

Truthfully, If it was acceptable for me to stay home and in my bed crying and sleeping instead of moving on with my life, I… Continue

Posted on September 6, 2012 at 1:12am

Life without mom

I've never really blogged before but I used to keep a journal. This is all new to me but I figured it was time to Get my feelings out somehow.



It has been two and a half years since my mom died. I have been on the worst ride of my life these past few years. I feel as though I am at a stand still like I will never feel better. I just keep wishing she were here. I just can't help feeling bitter and angry that she's gone.



I am 23 years old but I feel like a child . I just… Continue

Posted on August 26, 2012 at 11:53pm — 5 Comments

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Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I would rather cry on the outside than on the inside. Crying on the outside is a release. I am really tired of being sad. I'm also tired of being scared. Life without my mom still seems like a scary proposition. All we can do is to continue to…"
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Brett Bowman replied to Lynn Fisher's discussion New here in the group I miss my Mom!
"You and I experienced something very similar. You are not an anonymous person who lost her mother. I just wish that I knew the words that would make it all better. I don't. I'm still trying to figure it out for myself. All I know is that…"
Saturday
Lynn Fisher replied to Lynn Fisher's discussion New here in the group I miss my Mom!
"Thank you so much for your kind words.  It means a lot to me that you would take the time to bring me some peace, which you have."
Friday
Sue Toler commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"So glad you have your daughter.  I was so close to my Dad & so many wonderful memories of time I spent with him.  It has been over four months since I lost my Mom.  I try to stay busy, but still have a lot of grief…"
Friday
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi All,  Hope everybody doing good. My daughter is growing up and keeps me busy but any day I sit and feel guilty of not serving my mother, I feel like crying. She should have enjoyed so much with her grand daughter but destiny had some other…"
Friday
Linda Engberg and M Adams are now friends
Friday
Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Hi M Adams, Thank you for your kindness. Each year on his birthday I plant a tree or bush in his memory. Yesterday I bought this plague for my garden."
Thursday
M Adams commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Linda, hope your day is uplifted by beautiful memories of celebrations you shared with Julian.  Do you have any special ritual or observance for his birthday?  Acknowledging such days is challenging for me, yet I do want to honour them.…"
Thursday
Profile IconMichele Erickson, Pamela smitherman and Shorma joined Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Wednesday
Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Today is Julian's birthday. I miss him so much Thanks for your post Morgan. You put into words what I have a hard time expressing."
Wednesday
morgan commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Michael,   Wish I had an answer to: "just how are we Widows and Widowers supposed to pick up the pieces. ? I am battling my emotions every day, the mood swings are awful.." I am not sure if I am really picking up the pieces.…"
Wednesday
Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"JO, I read this each morning but it does not help. I just struggle through each day."
Jul 9
Michelle replied to Brett Bowman's discussion Are We Alone?
"I was in the exact situation. But I was the one who offered help. But everything I did was wrong to my sister. And I stopped because of that. Your post made me see her side of it. My mom died this year. My sister only cuses me out. She won't…"
Jul 9
M Adams commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Michael, just wondered if you would ever be interested in something like a book club?  A friend of mine who is a widow joined one recently and getting together with people to talk about what they’ve all read seems to be helping her, not…"
Jul 8
dream moon JO B commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"yep linda senetty of prey  i get or a versee i herd it a funrell im in nxt room waitin for u or god willget room reddy fro u  to day had bit of wobllcry to day but neededd to cry "
Jul 8
Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Michael, After 7 years I still remain lost and I know I will be until my Husband and I are together once again. As in the Serenity Prayer, God can not grant me serenity to accept things I cannot change. I just try to live each day."
Jul 8
Michael Thompson commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
" I am at my wits end with loneliness.  Losing my wife in 2014 has taken away a certain confidence, and this happens to those left behind. Being married is much more than a ring, it is a friend, and companion, someone who knows you better…"
Jul 8
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
Jul 7
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"John So sorry about your Sister. I myself spent the 4th with my sweet dog Babie J. I prefer her company to humans. She does not judge me she just loves me for what I am.  I too believe that death does not do us part. We we love each other until…"
Jul 7

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