its been awhile James...I have been sick....I have had one pitfall after another....my mom's birthday is in 3 days....at least I am getting past the deep hurt....the sickness I have been experiencing has kept my mind off of all that....but its not a fun diversion....rach
James, we are playing email tag....for some reason my email wouldnt let me email you back, I hope you find this message on here....I too am going out tonight for a bit....I am leaving about 4:30 pm my time, thats in PA....eastern....I hope we can catch up after that....I am sincere, I just feel for people, but something about your tributes to your mom and everything hit me, its just so sweet, and you feel about your mom the way I feel about mine....it will be great to chat with you, lets chat soon....I will be home around 6 or so eastern time tonight, so sorry we missed each other.....I will have to get your email address so we can correspond that way too.....Rachel
I'm here James...we can talk anytime....I am so sorry you are having a hard time....I put in a friends request....maybe reply to it, I can talk to you on here, or wherever....you are so welcome for any inspiration I could provide, I know how it is, things will be ok....Rachel
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