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I am so sorry I neglect my internet activities most of the time in favor of a Self Injury site where I feel free to express my self.I came back here to thank for kind responses.I also came back her…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by dream moon JO B Jul 4, 2015.

Im so sorry
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Im so sorry ,that I get so negative and so down at times .I would like to heal and recover from this mess.Carol Ann was the only good thing I had going in my entire life.The problem was I never knew…Continue

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Started this discussion. Last reply by Breana May 19, 2015.

18 months and still the grief get harder.
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Its been 18 months since carol Ann passed.18 months or so i guess.She passed on 24th july 2013 at 4 .30am of anti-biotic resistant TB.I watched her suffocate to death over 2 months. My grief and…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by dream moon JO B May 21, 2015.

Another day without Carol Ann.
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Its the 28th of August and im alone again without my Carol Ann.As time is going on i am understanding a little more about Carol Ann and I ,just a little at a time.Our relationship was no rose garden…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Sandy Hendrix Dec 7, 2014.

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I am an artist. I am currently struggling with finding a home.
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I am 60 years old .I lost my partner of 17 years on 24/7/2013
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Today I will try my best.

Today I washed and groomed myself.

I took my medication and am having breakfast.

I was touched that people responded to my post on this forum.

I helps me so much to know that someone is out there who may understand what I am going through.

I have no support or friends at the moment and am stuck in a lonely country town .I have…

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Posted on August 13, 2014 at 4:41pm — 2 Comments

Carol Ann

I am new in this community and lost my partner of 17 years to tuberculosis a year ago. Tody the greif has been so bad I have been in bed most of the day. Some days I just can not get up. I barly make it to the shop to buy food for dinner.

I am totally alone without friends or family or associates.

I have been living in Mexico for 10 years and landed back in Australia and am currently in a deserted rural town.

I plan to move on as soon as I can into a better place for…

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Posted on August 13, 2014 at 12:35am — 3 Comments

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At 5:26am on April 2, 2017, Elizabeth said…

It is complex also as she was indio Cherokee ( although was cross Anglo as most are toady but her physical features and mind set was deeply Cherokee).
Carol Cherokee and I Anglo we shared many things but where at odds in regards to this aspect of Cherokee religion.
The principal point is Principals which equals and interweaves with a consciousness and linguistic interface based on words and verbal agreement rather than I think its called Westminster law which is the basis of British law and values.
Under Cherokee law I am responsible for her death although technically I did nothing physical or legal transgression in any way.
My problem is deeper than Carol and her death it is i understand Autism as I have Asperger syndrome so they call it.
However I do think western medical definitions are garbage.
However not all garbage as my consciousness is very along track of Asperger with high intelligence and disparate skill scatter.
I do fall into the parameters of Asperger Syndrome in the fact I am somewhat mind blind to a degree and very very sensitive to emotional stratosphere.
This sensitivity is as if we feel the emotional air ,however the big mistake allot of people make who for any reason have this sensitivity is placing interpretation and solidification on the emotional emotions and atmosphere.

 
 
 

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