"For my Jacob 33 years wasn't long enough.
9 months since I last saw your face, 9 months since I last heard your voice.
9 months, the same amount of time I carried you inside of me. Mesmerized and delighted with how it felt when…"
"I hold back from seeking death, as well...I still need to set an example for some people in my life. I also feel that maybe taking your own life might somehow then inhibit being able to connect with him, like maybe be in a different…"