Angelina Serrano
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  • Long Beach, CA
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About Me:
I am an easygoing fun loving person. I love to read and care a lot about my friends and family.
About my Loss:
My boyfriend Nick passed away on Nov, 15,2011. He had a fatal accident with a temperamental horse on his uncle's farm while working, shortly after moving to Utah. I loved him more than anything and when I lost him my world came crashing down around me. Even with the time that has passed it still hurts. I miss him so much and sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night. Sometimes I don't sleep at all.

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we have a choice

In my young life, I've been through a lot, possibly more than the average teen. I dealt with my father's on going alchoholism and newly developed drug addition until recently when my mom decided to divorce him and took me with her, I lost my boyfriend to a horse related accident 3 years ago and I lost a close friend to leukaemia not even a year after my boyfriend's death. All this sounds like it would hurt me, like I'd be totally mentally messed up, but that's not the truth. A book I'm reading… Continue

Posted on May 3, 2015 at 3:28am

why me?

I don't want to sound like a baby, but I miss my boyfriend so much. I'm to the point where keeping myself busy isn't really working. He's always on my mind now. I also lost a close friend to leukemia less than a year after my boyfriend died. I think about him too. Recently I've been thinking about both of them and I wonder why I lost them both in a short amount of time. I feel so alone sometimes. I have this feeling like it should've been me. I miss them both dearly and I wish they were…

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Posted on April 21, 2015 at 11:41pm — 1 Comment

Try this meditation to meet with deceased loved ones

I tried this meditation to meet with my deceased loved one and it really worked. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6diOcY65xGI

Posted on March 23, 2015 at 12:23am — 2 Comments

Why do I see him? What is he trying to tell me?

Ever since my boyfriend died, I've been seeing him. It makes it so much harder to move on. I've had things move in my house, I've smelled his colone. I could swear I hear him call for me and feel him around me. I see him sometimes too. Is he trying to tell me something, is he stuck?.

Posted on February 4, 2015 at 1:30am — 2 Comments

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At 11:48pm on February 3, 2015, Angelina Serrano said…
Thank you brenda, I'd love for you to share some advice. I do believe in the bible and the word of God
At 9:53am on January 28, 2015, Brenda Ann said…

Dear Angelina,

I am so sorry to hear what happened to your boyfriend and the nightmares you are having. I am so glad you found this website. Even though no one here wishes they were part of this grief support group, we all can understand, empathize and comfort the other like no one else. Having experienced this profound loss I am also glad that you are now talking. This is my favorite quote:

"Talking can be a helpful release. Following the death of all ten of his children, as well as some other personal tragedies, the ancient patriarch Job said: “My soul certainly feels a loathing toward my life. I will give vent to [Hebrew, “loose”] my concern about myself. I will speak in the bitterness of my soul!” (Job 1:2, 18, 19; 10:1) Job could no longer restrain his concern. He needed to let it loose; he had to “speak.” Similarly, the English dramatist Shakespeare wrote in Macbeth: “Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak whispers the o’er-fraught heart and bids it break.”
So talking about your feelings to “a true companion” who will listen patiently and sympathetically can bring a measure of relief. (Proverbs 17:17) Putting experiences and feelings into words often makes it easier to understand them and to deal with them. And if the listener is another bereaved person who has effectively dealt with his or her own loss, you may be able to glean some practical suggestions on how you can cope. When her child died, one mother explained why it helped to talk to another woman who had faced a similar loss: “To know that somebody else had gone through the same thing, had come out whole from it, and that she was still surviving and finding some sort of order in her life again was very strengthening to me.”"

I hope you keep talking or even keep a journal. Do you believe in God? Do you believe that the Bible is God's word? May I share some comfort and promises that will allow you to hope for a future time when you can see your boyfriend alive here on earth?

Love,

Brenda

 
 
 

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