Don't grieve alone; 14,000 members and growing
I joined today to connect with people who may be feeling the same way I am..guilt, lost, alone, scared, angry, and moments of joy when I think about our life together.
I recently lost my husband of 26 years, He was the first and last man I dated and had a relationship with. He was my best friend, my rock, my love and connection to life. He showed me how to be strong and independent, but i am not sure I can be without him most of the time.
Joining him is not an option!! I have too much of a sense of self-preservation and he would haunt me if I tried. I know I will get through this but it seems so un-surmountable right now.