Have you ever felt like the world was crashing down on you

and no matter how successful you are

Nothing matters

Your loved ones are ringing in your of things will be okay

When it's not

My mind is boggling of regrets of things I wish I would have done

before my parents died, my mom recent of 6 months.

The generations before me are gone

And although I have siblings I still feel alone

My love life, I have none

I feel like nothing

I am reaching out for help.

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Comment by dream moon JO B on May 25, 2012 at 3:34pm

i feal the sam sins my dads results cum thru i feal lik jumping off a bridge i no i wont its nockt me bac pluss tery fid of hites and probly end up in water wer id swim bac pluss if i did do it id be sent bac doon hear its not yore turn i got told u only go wen yore number cums up my nan used to say

Comment by renee collier on May 23, 2012 at 8:51am

I feel depressed as you do. and I share your same feelings of emptiness. However, taking your life would not be the answer.  Just think of the pain you would put on your loved ones. Not having you around would break their hearts.

What keeps me going is knowing that my fiance (whom passed away on 4/27/2012) and whom was my soulmate.... He would not want me to give up on life.  I have decided to live my life to honor his.  I am sure your loved one would want you to have a happy life. 

I know things seem sooooo dark and gloomy right now and like they will not get better. 

A friend of mine shared these words and it brought me a little comfort.  I would like to share them with you...

Gracious God (higher power) please comfort the sorrowful.  When a loved one dies, it changes our lives so quickly.  Help those who are living in grief to know your loving embrace.  Teach them that the dear ones they miss are truly living in the joy and peace of your heavenly kingdom.  And as the pain eases and the healing begins, give them the strength to reach out to help those who follow them.

I am not a religious person but I am spiritual and this gave me comfort knowing my fiance is in peace even though I am not.  But I know he would want me to live. 

I wish the best for you...keep visiting this site for words of support and know that you are not alone.  You may feel that way but on this site many are going though similar experiences as you.

take care and remember just take it day by day and if that seems like to much take it minute by min.

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