Sometimes I think no one know the pain I feel. The tears are real, I feel so lost sometimes. Sometimes I feel like I can't rise above the pain. His photographs are placed in every room in the house. I know he is my angel, I would give anything for one more minute with him. I tell myself to be thankful he is out of the pain that the CANCER caused..... I thank God is was started in stage 4 and ended 4 months later. My pain is nothing compared to the pain he had to go through...

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Comment by donna henderson on September 1, 2009 at 9:54pm
Gina I can relate I've lost three generations in my family on my moms side my mother, my grandmother, and my great grandmother. You never truly get over the loss but we somehow manage to keep going. I lost my best friend last year and I am doing better now, for a while I was extremely depressed and had thought of doing another suicide attempt thankfully I didn't. What hurts the most for me is not so much the loss, but how much I miss her smile, and the sound of voice. But at the same time I am thankful that I met her, she made my life that much better and she helped me see the brighter things in life. I believe that our friendship was meant to be that it was more than just fate she was the answer to my prayers an angel in human form. And for that I will forever be grateful. He will always be with you not only in spirit but in a way he lives on in you.

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