Where do I put the deep affection I have for my father? Affection is to give, to share, becomes lonely and distraught without it's intended. Once love is generated and layered upon itself over time, it is like a being of it's own, breathing with those that share it. I am lonely and distraught; I want this love, this energy to be put to good use in the world in some way. Right now, it is a small caged bird, it's wings fluttering against the bars.

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Comment by susan Paull on December 16, 2009 at 12:48pm
Thank you Laura; my heart goes out to you.
Comment by Laura Villarreal on December 16, 2009 at 9:14am
Susan, you say so beautifully what I have been feeling for the last 6 1/2 months...what is to be done with all the love and affection we shared with our loved ones who have passed? This energy does not dissipate or transfer...it is always there bouncing off the inner walls of my heart.
Thank you for sharing.
Laura

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