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No happiness. Nothing to look forward to. Constant pain. Memories everywhere and longing to be able to make more or even talk about them. Scared, needing answers, anxious, lost, angry, devastated, guilt ridden. how could life be so cruel? It’s just not possible.
I am experiencing post traumatic stress disorder. Some days I cry a lot, others not much. I get upset when I don’t cry. I feel as if I should be crying all day every day because the thing I feared the most my whole life happened. How have I not had ten heart attacks by now? Some days I have bad flashbacks of the hospital. Other days I feel like I can’t process what happened. Is my mind blocking what happened to protect me from the pain? Sometimes I feel like I’m losing my mind. Am I…Continue