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pamela winmill posted a status
"Will this torture ever end i really dont know how much longer i can go on it gets worse everyday"
Jan 1, 2017
pamela winmill commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I just want to sleep and not wake up it gets worse everyday 263  days treated like a leper by so called friends and like an idiot by some of my children and their wives, now at a point where i really dont care anymore "
Dec 21, 2016
pamela winmill commented on Jarvis's blog post You are not Alone!!!
"Feeling really down, each days getting  worse 7 months since i lost the love of my life , i just clicked on and read  your post Diane this was a song Russ and i used to play it is a sign from him that i clicked on and saw it, we are not…"
Nov 12, 2016
pamela winmill shared Jarvis's blog post on Facebook
Nov 12, 2016
pamela winmill commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Today is my first birthday without my husband 205 days ago he was taken from me 48 years of wonderful marriage, so called friends of 35 years have ignored me and ran inside when they see me and they have been saying they dont know what they have…"
Oct 25, 2016
pamela winmill replied to Ruthie's discussion Holidays coming
"Every year i put decorations all over the house at christmas, Russ cooked dinner and all the family came over, i cant face it this year he played Father Christmas for 25 years and a lady i know  was upset when i said i would not be doing it…"
Oct 19, 2016
pamela winmill replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Wow perfectly  put, love and hugs to you x"
Oct 19, 2016
pamela winmill replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"After 6 months one of my so called friends husband who lives 2 doors away knocked on my door and asked if i would go to their home  on friday for a drink, he said and i quote Russ has been dead now 2 years you should be going out! I have known…"
Oct 18, 2016
pamela winmill replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"We have been friends with our neighbours for 35 years been on holidays every year had dinner parties bbq mostly at our house, been on weekend aways, my husband even helped one of them in financial difficulty, now they run if they see me, one day…"
Sep 9, 2016
Oleta Cato replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Denise,  I too have had friends and neighbors RUN from me.  When I go out to get the mail, if there is a neighbor standing there they turn around and go inside.  I wonder if they think "widowhood" is catchy?  I have one…"
Sep 9, 2016
Denise replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Oleta I totally agree with you, what is wrong with people calling you?? Out of all the family and friends who said, " I will call" or those who say "Call me if you need anything" only two cousins and one friend actually follow…"
Sep 9, 2016
pamela winmill replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Im sorry for your loss, know what your going through, but good god what an a hole! Obviously  they dont have any brain cells, my hubbie often stopped for a pint on his way home, he would pick our son up on the way it was their time together…"
Sep 9, 2016
Oleta Cato replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"Same thing here.  Not only the same but a FRIEND of my husband's asking me how much $$$ John left me, were my home and cars paid for?  He wanted to know HOW MUCH I HAVE.  I wanted to tell him to kiss my behind.  My husband…"
Sep 8, 2016
Rhiannon Thomas-Bethel replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"My husband was killed on his motor bike on his way home from work 9 months ago. He had stopped at a 'watering hole' for a drink before heading home. I had a "close" friend email me several weeks after his death to tell me it was…"
Sep 8, 2016
pamela winmill replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"5 months for me Ruthie, every day gets worse i have walked out of a so called friends house because they said at least you got to have a holiday together before he died, and then her husband raised his glass and said to our so called "friends…"
Sep 7, 2016
Ruthie replied to pamela winmill's discussion people's attitudes in the group Lost My Spouse...
"I do not think anyone knows what H_LL it is like until they go through it and only if they Love that person as much as you did your husband.  This is worse than any physical pain.  I am glad you got to experience that kind of intense…"
Sep 7, 2016

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Married for 48 years
About my Loss:
My husband went for a walk and died

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At 8:02am on April 9, 2016, Mel Royer said…

I am so sorry for your loss, Pamela. I too lost my Nancy last April 29th. She died in my arms. Her heart just stopped beating.  As I approach the first year without her, I realize how much I was defined by her. Now that she's gone,I truly feel as though I am half a person. I pray that you will find some comfort in the wonderful memories those 48 years brought to you. Everyone here knows how you are feeling and are always ready to help when asked. In this earliest stage of your grief, take care of yourself, eat when you can and distract yourself with activities or just get out of the house. But cry when you need to and let the grief run it's course. You'll always have the love of that special person you lost but it will still hurt. Eventually, I am told, it will ease and you will integrate the ups and downs of that emotional roller coaster into your daily life. After nearly a year, I do have moments of peace and calm and I take those moments to remember the best times I had with my dear soulmate. God Bless you and may you experience "the peace that passeth all understanding" as you grieve your deep loss. 

 
 
 

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Jennifer left a comment for morgan
"Thanks Morgan for commenting on my profile page. Wow...What u described that u go through every day of every year is exactly how I feel. I lost my girlfriend/fiance of 5 years to suicide. I know without a doubt in my mind that she is my soul mate so…"
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"Jennifer,   If there was anything at all I could say, I would.  No one who hasn't lost the love of their life can understand the amount of pain that stays with us for a very long time.  I know at four years I was still banging…"
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"sorry for your loss I lost my husband feb 2016 its been rough I was married 44yrs"
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Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"I feel it all depends on the relationship, no matter if man or woman."
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"Hi All,  Hows everybody doing? Theressa, Brett, Adams, Virginia?"
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M Adams commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"Have heard the same thing about men and loneliness, based on the assumption that women usually have richer and more developed social networks, a wider range of relationships, etc.  Of course this isn’t true of all women, though it seems…"
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Michael Thompson commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer
"In my opinion as a Widower by 4 and a half years, men find dealing with being alone and loneliness harder than woman, this is what widows I meet tell me. I strive on a daily basis to at least be less anxious, but I miss my right arm in my…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"This past week we lost a young man of 24 with three children, If there is a God why would he take this young man instead of me who's life is over. I really question my faith."
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Joe Kelly commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us
"Our suffering is unbelievable and unbearable Dream Moon.  We just jave to believe that there is an afterlife where we will be reunited with those we love.  That's all I live for now.  To die to be with my Loving wife.  I…"
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dream moon JO B commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us
"wearss my mannerss gon joe sorry on yore loss 2"
Apr 14
dream moon JO B commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us
"i no so sad joe loss dear frinedd few days go way she sufferdd coz of illness wz cruell coz she wz a veryy sweet kind lady "
Apr 14
Joe Kelly commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us
"Why I don't know, but everyone dies someday.  There is a lot of evil in our world who do terrible things.  I'm sorry for your loss.  I too suffer the loss of my wife and afraid my daughter will die soon from cancer. …"
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dream moon JO B commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us
"stilllasky why  moree loss siness i postedd on hear"
Apr 13
dream moon JO B commented on Anna-Marie's blog post When does the crying stop.
"it can go on/off for yrs it can  do not t not let no 1 tell u way u shud feal or mkee u feal baf bad for grieff or los loss  lst 7 yrs iv go thruu a multii loss of pepplee  evn a cat i had for 16/17 yrss i loss 2  peplee say or…"
Apr 12
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why do god let wong 1s die or sufferrr

i no iv askt stuff on off l hav for 7 yrs on hear on off sineses iv bean hearwhy duzegot let gooodd gud pepplee suffrwen u get bad pepplee it kill or hyrtt hurtt not suffr 1 bit in lifee suffrr gud peepplee i no suffr coz of god i ask why]wen bad pepllee do bad stuff lk kill rapee  molestr  peppllee go free not be punchessd ty do not i get mad wen i hear kids died peplee it do no harmm 2 no 1 die bad detahtss deathss y thy doSee More
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