On September first I also gave birth to my daughter due to PROM basically. Membranes were bulging and they delivered Skylar Grace by c section because she was still breech. When she was born she cried and everythign was looking good. She was doing most of her breathing on her own but they put her on a ventilator to help her out. 15 hours later they had us rush to her bedside because she was declining quickly. They were performing chest compressions in hopes to keep her going until we got there. We had her baptised and got to hold her for the first time. I was completely numb and unsure of what I was supposed to feel. In her last moments I was begging God to give her a miracle but to also take her to end the suffering. It made me feel like a bad mother and I still suffer with that today. She was our first child and will forever be our baby girl. Now she just looks over us from heaven instead of being in our arms. If you ever need to talk I am always here. I do have a personal email address and cell phone number. Whatever you need or want. I am so very sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is. But together with friends, family, and God we will make it through. Just remember that God is holding Jacob in the palm of his hand until you get to meet him again.