I am a 47 years old woman from Queensland Australia. I am a beekeeper and live on 40 acres about 20kms from my local town I live with my 22 year old son who left his job to help me out and a 17 year old sweet street kid. She is amazing/
About my Loss:
My husband Alan died on the 21st December, 2016 at 48 years of age from a drowning accident. I have so much anger and confusion and sadness and I just cant seem to move forward. I am drinking myself to death. I can't take being this way any more.
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