I am a 42 year old Mother of 2, Grandmother of 2 and one on the way. I am married but as of 10 days ago my Husband walked out on me because of my grief and 2 year depression.
About my Loss:
Well to start things out I was a widow at 21 years old with a 2 and a 3 year old to raise on my own. I waited til my youngest turned 18 before I was married to a man I had dated for over 10 years. I also had this huge hangup and became even more depressed when I turned 40. I lost my Mother in 2003 after 18 years of her fighting heart disease. I got married in 2005 and lost my Dad in 2007 to a short battle with cancer. He actually passed away in my home. One month before my Mom passed away my parents were divorced which devastated me. And as of 10 days ago my Husband of only 2 and a half years walked out because he couldn't handle my grief anymore. I am in a deep and dark
depression and he just walked out. That also feels like a death. I really need to fix me so that I can be the wife my Husband truly deserves. I just want my life back!!
"i had a dream of my dad and i. he held me / hugged me and i held him back. it made me feel so safe and happy. he nor i spoke. i do remember saying something in my mind, something along the lines of "i am so glad you're here." /…"
During the tragic loss of a loved one or having gone through several tragedies , be it death of a loved one, divorce , personal health issues, or getting older , ect. Sometimes the stress and depression compounded by grief can be debilitating and it may have us feel as if we are mourning our own deaths while we are grieving the loss of our loved ones , We feel as if our own lives are over , Being in this mode can make recovery a longer more confusing process for some. It can be uncomfortable to…See More
I am creating this site for the many of us who have suffered several losses. I lost my mom, dad, grandma(2nd mom), grandpa, my beloved dog and divorce.Many of us have lost more than one person or event.Come share!See More