Mandy Hopkins
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  • Indio, CA
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I really have a hard time filling out an "about me " these days, but I wil give it a try. I am a single mom 32 years old and recently moved to southern California with my 14 year old son and 7 year old daughter after we lost my 9 year old daughter in November. I am trying really hard to move forward and feel like I am stuck in a nightmare.
About my Loss:
On November 10 2011 I lost my 9 year old daughter Julianna. She was struck by an SUV while crossing an intersection with her 6 year old sister on their way to school. she died of blunt force trauma and a severed cerebral spinal cord. There is an ongoing case for Justice for my baby girl, but at this time no charges have been brought against the woman that killed my daughter.

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a little bit of relief, a lot of gratitude!

When I lost my job on Friday afternoon I felt really low for a lot of reasons, but the worst of it was that I was worried that I would have to break a promise to my 7 year old daughter. Literally the day before I had brought her to her first ever Jazz class. It was a free trial class to determine if she would enjoy taking lessons and what class to put her in. She was amazing she really put an effort in and it was the firs time, probably ever, that I had seen her participate…

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Posted on July 22, 2012 at 11:28pm — 1 Comment

bye bye employment. :(

well, 

Lost my job today.  Don't really know what else to say. Maybe 6 months was too early to go back. Maybe I wasn't ready. I got to many disciplinary points for a person on new hire probation. I  worked there for 2 months and 10 days, the shortest job I have ever had. I am depressed about losing my job, I feel like I was doing well, like I was a good employee.. but maybe I am not a good anything. 

I was allowed 8 points.. I got 5 for missing a shift because my…

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Posted on July 20, 2012 at 8:47pm — 4 Comments

Once upon a dream.

Here I am, another sleepless night.  I never sleep long anymore, just cat naps here and there. There is just so much going on in my head, and my dreams have all turned t nightmares,  they are not always bad nightmares, but even my sweeter dreams are torture because in my sweetest dreams I am with my beautiful girl.  The dreams always end, and I wake up with out her. I don't know what to do. I feel so ungrateful, so dissatisfied, so .. ripped off.  They are unfamiliar feelings…

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Posted on July 17, 2012 at 6:38am — 1 Comment

8 months.

Yesterday was the 10th.  I had been so busy for the last few days that I didn't really notice the date until right before I went to bed.  I felt a little guilty for that in so many ways, but on the other hand the distraction allowed for a brief break from grieving.  My sister came down from up North with her daughter and we spent the day at the water park with my other sister and her son, and Isabella.  Jared didn't want to go so I let him stay home.

As I fell asleep last…

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Posted on July 11, 2012 at 8:57am — 1 Comment

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